Really close to crossing over!

Finally I am very close to getting the same pleasure sober as I get while on THC. Over the last couple days I've gotten some really good pleasure without the devil's lettuce. Today I employed something so well written about but I never internalized it; relaxation is truly the key! Duh. I was using the pure wand and started getting pleasure. My usual male pattern would normally kick in and I'd tense my thighs to push the pleasure along. Today though I focused on keeping my thighs relaxed as the pleasure built. Breath, relax, focus, breath, relax focus! As a result I could feel the pleasure building in a way that doesn't usually happen unless I'm high.