progress for me

so I tried all different kinds of lubes and was going through the KY pretty fast, and considering its petroluem based i switched to - believe it or not- organic butter. warm it up and it has a whole different feel than jelly.. more direct contact, less cushiony and much easier to control inside and move to the spots you want to hit.

So many good feelings that it is honestly confusing to try and put names on them, I'm just going with it now. My main problem at first was thinking i was about to climax with a dry O and then having a wet O. After a few of those I began to recognize the more intense feeling of impending ejaculation and would back off.

So this week i finally was really able to differentiate the prostate orgasm- it was initially a what the hell? where it felt like I was sitting on a squishy cushion. Sometimes the feeling seems to spill up into my back.
enjoying multiple prostate o's and then having an erection where they continue is a pretty amazing feeling. First time it happened, was actually after a session, with no helix (only one I have or use) inserted.

pretty cool. looking forward to more.

considering removing part of the tail. Any suggestions?