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09/09/2014 10:20 pm
My journey thoughts from the last few years of Aneros.
Looking back over the last few years :
At first It was frustrating: Trying to get good feeling like everyone else
Then surprising: Actually starting to have those wonderful feelings everyone was talking about
Then amazing: Sessions became amazing adventures that you could never know what would happen
Then highly addictive: Sessions melded into one another, I could not stop, I could not get enough, life revolved around it
Then new worlds opened up: Sessions were vast and ever changing never thought I could feel these feelings.
Then a little disappointing: The amazing feelings got dull and erratic
And now soso but I just have to have it still: Sessions are good but not amazing but every now and then are really good
I live in hope that I will Turn a corner and it blows my socks off and rips my pants off all at the same time!
I think "why should I bother" and then the next minute I am wanting it badly.
There is a moment almost every time while riding that the thought goes through my mind of "arrr thats it! I missed you" I think that is what drives the urge to keep trying.
Its still like a drug you have to have a session every few days.
My definition of a relaxation is curled up naked warm in bed with my aneros of choice slowly massaging me over hours of time.
The model of choice is always different, although I have a favorite for long periods before it changes.
Sleeping with Every now and then I just can not resist the urge to sleep with my aneros and then I either go on a bender with sleeping with it or end up thinking why did I do that??
I am connected with my prostate like never before in my life. Anerosless session happen throughout the day and night not constantly like when I was at the addicted stage but sporadically from the slightest thought or after I pee. If I see a hot female my prostate lets me know!
When I lay down on my aneros session side my prostate lets me know It goes wild and makes me leak precum.
I am so connected with my prostate I even feel the blood pumping around it. Its wonderful!
Friends I have made many aneros friends through the forum. Sure some are just occasional through the forum but there is one I have made friends with that I share my every thought with I may never meet him in person but he is a true friend met through aneros adventures.
I guess the reason I have made this discussion is to see if any of my Aneros friends that have been riding for years longer have any insite to weather they think I have lost my way due to my disappointment phase or maybe its just part of the journey and things might take a leap forward when I least expect it. After all I have had many a super O but now they are rare. I understand this is the way it can be.
I know the answer I think but, Well maybe I need to hear it. Who knows? I had to share anyway if only to get it right in my head.
I guess for any newbies reading maybe this might reassure you that maybe you feel nothing or a little something now but there is all kind of wonderment to come.
I am so glad I found Aneros but unfortunately it added a regret too. I wish Aneros was around and I had found it when I was in my youth.
Life might have been a happier for all those wasted years and maybe I might be further along in my aneros skills.
Thankyou HIH (Aneros)
09/09/2014 11:01 pm
Dude... Put down the aneros, step away slowly and recharge
09/10/2014 12:01 am
I value the friendships I've made here too. I spend more time chatting with them than my local friends. I learn much from them and probably vice versa. I haven't been anerosing as long as you breaveneworld, so I can't put myself in your situation. I'm sure some of your friends will though.
09/10/2014 1:49 am
I think it's called "creeping expectations"!
I've been aware of my own propensity to allow some "creep" to surface, and so far, I've found ways to distract myself for several days to renew my love for the journey!
I'm only a year and a half into this experience, so I probably can't relate entirely to your journey! But much of what you described resonates with my journey as well!
I don't think your prostate knows any different and will continue to give you outstanding orgasms!! Which means, it's all back in our heads and we just need a new mindset!
Of course this is all anecdotal and entirely IMHO!
Good times will be back!
TG
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09/10/2014 4:25 am
Dude... Put down the aneros, step away slowly and recharge
Haha! Its never gonna happen 😉@euphemistic = Like
@Theme_Gasm You might be right, maybe thats why I crave it so much still but always hope for more but get disappointed. Its actually great every time but my brain says more more more 🙂
I blame western society ideals. LOL
09/10/2014 2:27 pm
Exactly...That's how I view "creeping" expectations!
TG
09/10/2014 7:19 pm
Exactly...That's how I view "creeping" expectations!
TG
Maybe that's how desire works.
09/15/2014 2:41 am
Your description matches my situation very closely. I've been at it for over three years. Lately I've been unable to have regular sessions which I think have contributed. Things have been pretty stale. However, still without a session, in the last two days, the tingles, buzzing and pwaves have been off the chart. I hope that may be an indicator of something new.
Xileh
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09/15/2014 12:50 pm
Well by writing this discussion I fixed the problem go figure!The last 4 day have just gone off the charts. I have been to orgasmic places I have never been before!
It may have been creeping expectations but, some how writing all the stages down and the symptoms has helped over come them.
Progasm Ice was the weapon that took me there then maximus almost as good too.
Even sleeping with the aneros woke me as I went into a super O!
Some say it cant happen but it sure did!
It does prove one theory though. ITS ALL IN MY HEAD!
09/15/2014 4:00 pm
“ ITS ALL IN MY HEAD!" :-))
Indeed, Bravenewworld. It can happen here.
Your topic got me thinking about what makes a difference through my journey and looking back. I think what makes a difference for me is my outlook, meaning everything that makes up my worldview. How I see myself, my moods, my sexuality, etc. When i started with aneros I was depressed, sexually frustrated,felt stuck in my life. Like you I went through phases with aneros,a slow start,increasing pleasure, feeling like riding a lot. Each milestone was a big deal. My journey went in unexpected directions. Meanwhile my self-image was changing. Less and less depressed, more understanding of my moods and emotions, feeling like a sexual man, confident. I still go back and forth,it's so new. Of course it wasn't just aneros that helped me change. I started psychotherapy, changed my antidepressants, made several major life change decisions. I think all this is connected and I call it "outlook" for short. The journey is life . Life is the journey. " ITS ALL IN MY HEAD!" :-))
09/15/2014 11:37 pm
Good times did come back! Good to hear!
TG
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