Emotional response. Input would be good.

I think you are on the path to something awesome, without the need to decide if it falls into the file cabinet some have labelled "The Super-O". Your emotional dimension reminds me of when I first experimented with no hands, no touch prostate stimulation back about 1990 or so. My famous 9 hour sessions.

Sometimes I get to feeling like I just want to cry during a session. Not sure why. I don't try to fight it off I just go with it. Never get there though.

All the Best,
D. White

Yeah, I smile, swear, cry even sob sometimes. There is an incredible hormonal storm going on during orgasms. Glad you don’t fight it. It’s all part of the beautiful, mystical male orgasm response.

I'm not experiencing pleasure waves as they are supposed to have.

First off, you may need to re-examine your thought processes here. If you have some preconceived notions about what pleasure waves "...are supposed to..." be, then you are already limiting yourself to a range of feelings that may never exist for you. It is important for you to "Just Let Go !" of any expectations about what your body will produce for YOU ! Your body will produce what it will produce, nothing more and nothing less, you can not will/force or otherwise coerce your body to produce something that it can not do, no matter how much your conscious imagination wants.

For the first time sense starting prostate massage 10 years ago I had what I consider to be a powerful emotional response. The emotional response was that I felt so desperate to cum that I almost felt like crying. I did not have any tears at all... It was almost like crying with not tears. I was moaning uncontrollably and either in my mind, or verbally (I don't remember) I kept saying "Please let me cum". It was a powerful, frustrating, but wonderful experience. Every movement of the device got a large moan from me, and whimper as I was so desperate for some kind of release, while at the same time loving the feeling.

Tantric philosophy considers the G-Spot a man's emotional sex center. Massaging the man's prostate releases tremendous amounts of emotional and physical stress.

I would say you are on the way to some healing. Fully acknowledging your own feelings without negativity is an important step in the healing process but you may still be addicted to old belief patterns about what constitutes an orgasm. Further more you may also be addicted to the hormonal cascade typically induced through ejaculation. Dropping addictions/habits/beliefs can be psychologically difficult but is necessary for real healing to take place.

...I mean am I on the the path of the Super-O? I have finally broke through to having these very powerful experiences, but not yet to the pleasure waves that have been described that is the Super-O.

I surmise that you are indeed on the path, it may have taken ten years for you to get to this point but I suspect as you continue to emotionally unburden yourself the pleasure waves which have so far been eclipsed will emerge stronger and stronger.
Good Vibes to You !