well, i had 2 bms this morning and i prelubed with jelly and then inserted my mgx without the hot glue, but with the tab inside a ping pong ball and didn't seem to get much action–i can only hope that i'm getting rewired from…

took off hot glue from tab and tried it without any modifications cause helix seemed to be getting a good bite in the right spot–it was less aggressive but i think it still hit the spot, or near it–still at the same place although there…

warm water douched and prelubed with k-y again–usual session with some interesting feelings and some dead time, although there doesn't seem to be as much dead time any more–did whole bunch of things with no advancement

over on the forum pages i wondered if i had so little movement of my aneros because i no longer used prelube, nor did i water douche either since i first began, so i did both tonight and i think it improved my session–i had…

lubed up the mgx with k-y again and had another session–still progressing, but only slowly–had the pulses in my ass and some other feelings in lower abdomen–like the abdominal quaking cause i believe it signifies that some rewiring is taking place and will bear fruit…

tried the mgx like it was yesterday–not too much going on–had the ass pulses like yesterday but this time with the mgx–i think that if i could maintain the pulses for a considerable length of time it would lead to some pleasure–the pulses are surely…

started with the modified mgx–still slow going–brought the p-tab contact point a little farther away from the stem–still where i was a week or so ago–some ass buzzing and a few dives in the ass tried the helix, unmodified, with a little more success in…

well, i think part of my problem the last two days was that i was slightly constipated–today was a bit better after some bms, but not entirely satisfying–there is very little movement of my mgx–i think i will have to continue moving the contact point…

well, made the tab shorter and lower but it didn't change the results much–still only minimal feelings generated which don't lead anywhere-tried complete relaxation, holding slight and heavy contractions, breathing, different positions and other stuff–not advancing so far–will try to lay off tomorrow and start…

well i don't seem to be progressing after adding hot glue to the tab of my mgx–i think i overdid it and added way more than i had with the candle–the contact spot is now higher and closer to my balls–will cut it back and…