Missed by one stroke! Yes, my edging exercise was pushed one stroke too far and ejaculation was eminent! There went weeks of successful edging exercises with no ejaculation. I must have gotten cocky (no pun intended). My point of this post is not about the one stroke miss but rather the effects the ejaculation has on me. Suddenly, even a day after the 'spill', it seems my refractory period is still lingering; no sex drive, my Aless...

It seems my new-found way of aggressive edging is creating other side effects. In the early hours yesterday morning, I woke up with an erection and I started a few light contractions (as I usually do). This always produces great sensations and I can ride the waives for several minutes or at least until I fall asleep again; NOT THIS TIME! The feelings got progressively stronger and they would not go away. I felt orgasmic for almost an hour...

Lately, I have been practicing semen retention (18 days now) without any blue balls effect; in fact, it’s been much easier than I thought. I’m doing it simply because ejaculation, however good it has become, is a drain on my system and sets me back as far as mood to explore is concerned. I have also been trying to practice transferring my sexual energy from my genitals to the rest of my body as described by some Taoists in...

Finally got a chance to enjoy a session last night and my tool of choice was my Helix Syn. The session was great but I cheated a little. Initially, I was not that horny so I tuned in on some good porn, something I have been trying to avoid. It's hard to just watch a little; it's like Lays chips, you can't eat just one...

It's already been 5 days since my last session and I am departing for a 5-day trip. It could be 10 to 12 days to my next opportunity and my prostate is already screamoing for action! Oh well, I will practice Aless until then. Boy thi stuff is addictive....

It had been two weeks since my last ejaculation and I usually keep that for my last weekly session on Saturday nights. Last Saturday, I was with my wife RVing so no action. Friday, had great sex with my wife after several months. Saturday, after two hours with my Progasm Ice, I decided to treat myself to a Traditional-O not knowing what the effects of my wet orgasm Friday would be. Well, it was GREAT! My Traditional-O...

All day yesterday, I was looking forward to my planned session for last night. In the evening, to my surprise, I got a wink from my wife to step in the bedroom for love making, something that had not happened for months (yeah, I know!). Well she was surprised at how hard my erection was while it is usually almost non-existent. I really had to work hard to get one as this 61 year old prostate had...

For the first time in 6 months, I have been away from home, (travelling in our RV) and my Aneros toys; no sessions for 5 days. I am used to having sessions 2 to 4 times weekly so I was sure my re-wiring process would be reversing itself. Does it ever reverse itself? During the trip, I practiced Aless contractions and abdomen breathing on a regular basis (while driving, eating etc.). The feeling I was experiencing were almost...

Well, last night I had my first encounter with my new Progasm Ice and and here are a few details. First, I lubed up, lubed the monster and slowly started inserting it. My anus, being used to the gentle curvature of the Helyx Syn started questioning my sanity as I was gently pushing it in further. Not a comfortable feeling at all. Eventually, it slid all the way in and now my rectum was screaming "who parked a...

My first massager was the Helyx Syn bought 6 months ago. Although I feel I have made great strides with my 3-4 weekly sessions, I have yet to achieve the Dry-O and Super-O levels. Even being at the level i am, I feel I am way ahead even if this is all I would ever get from my Aneros experience. I feel better, I discovered feelings I never knew I had before and from a health point...