Last few days was feeling really good. Great mood, good energy, not sexually frustrated. Felt excited about sex a lot during the day, looking forward to sessions that would be coming up.
Also during sessions last few days felt like I had a lot more control and easy to know where to stop stimulation to cock and avoid the point of no return.
Failed last night during playtime. Too much muscular tension I think while playing and triggered the ejaculation reflex. Stopped it with my muscles but the hormones and stiffness of my cock immediately decreased. So while it only lasted a few seconds and there was maybe only one contraction – which I squeezed and held a squeeze for 10-15 seconds to stop further contractions (and nothing came out), i felt different and knew it had gone too far.
So time to start over.