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ede_1943 ed's journey
warm water douched and prelubed with k-y again--usual session with some interesting feelings and some dead time, although there doesn't seem to be as much dead time any more--did whole bunch of things with no advancement
ed's journey
over on the forum pages i wondered if i had so little movement of my aneros because i no longer used prelube, nor did i water douche either since i first began, so i did both tonight and i think it improved my session--i had buzzing and pulsing almost the whole session, and i was…
ed's journey
lubed up the mgx with k-y again and had another session--still progressing, but only slowly--had the pulses in my ass and some other feelings in lower abdomen--like the abdominal quaking cause i believe it signifies that some rewiring is taking place and will bear fruit in the future--maybe i'm still too directional and goal oriented…
ed's journey
tried the mgx like it was yesterday--not too much going on--had the ass pulses like yesterday but this time with the mgx--i think that if i could maintain the pulses for a considerable length of time it would lead to some pleasure--the pulses are surely more enjoyable than the buzzing
ed's journey
started with the modified mgx--still slow going--brought the p-tab contact point a little farther away from the stem--still where i was a week or so ago--some ass buzzing and a few dives in the ass tried the helix, unmodified, with a little more success in that i got what i call ass pulses instead of…
ed's journey
well, i think part of my problem the last two days was that i was slightly constipated--today was a bit better after some bms, but not entirely satisfying--there is very little movement of my mgx--i think i will have to continue moving the contact point on the p-tab until i get constant, aggressive contact on…
ed's journey
well, made the tab shorter and lower but it didn't change the results much--still only minimal feelings generated which don't lead anywhere-tried complete relaxation, holding slight and heavy contractions, breathing, different positions and other stuff--not advancing so far--will try to lay off tomorrow and start again the day after
ed's journey
well i don't seem to be progressing after adding hot glue to the tab of my mgx--i think i overdid it and added way more than i had with the candle--the contact spot is now higher and closer to my balls--will cut it back and try it that way tomorrow
ed's journey
it seems that almost every time i lie down on my back now my prostate and/or anus demands my attention--it's as if they want an aneros session and are letting me know about it--especially when i lie on my back before sleep and breath deeply to get my nose/sinuses clear so i don't have to…
ed's journey
tried my modified mgx again today and it still gets the heart rate and buzz going right away--haven't been able to keep the good feelings generated long enough to string anything out, no matter how much i try to relax--but i have noticed that whenever anything happens it always gets better or remains longer if…