Today was the day!

Wow...

I don't even know where to begin! I got my hands on a Helix Syn at the beginning of March. It's been an on-and-off 1.5 month journey to this point. I've used it here in there with little to no results up until last week Wednesday to be precise.

While I was busily working through my tasks I started to feel this very strange urge come out of nowhere. I have very lower back pain in my SI joint so I thought it was another one of my normal back twinges. It continued throughout the day until I got home. While I was sitting on the couch playing my PS4, I started to get the urge again. This time it was different. I felt myself swelling and involuntarily squeezing my legs together. At this point I knew it was my prostate saying, "hello". I paused the game, laid my head back and let my mind explore the sensations I was going through. A few hours later (2200hrs at night) I felt this overwhelming need to fill myself. It was intense. I am a straight male and this NEED to be penetrated was surprising. I lubed up and inserted and proceeded to feel... nothing. The urges mostly died away. I took the time to relax but nothing happened. A few hours later, the pressure and need to release returned. I was up almost all night letting these small p-waves to their work. But after about 4 hours, I decided to finally rest. It was a nice experience but utterly fell short of what I had hoped for. The next day of work was hell!!! I had constant urges from my prostate all damn day! I couldn't focus or get anything meaningful accomplished. It was agonizing! A full 24hrs of constant pinging from my prostate left me completely weary and tired the next night. Finally after a good night's sleep, I was back to my normal self.

Fast forward to today. No real urges to speak of all day until I got in my car and drove home. The moment I sat down, I felt the pinging again. But this time it was different. It was more focused and much warmer. I finally hit the highway on my final stretch home and that's when it happened. It was a steady buildup that had my breathing heavy and gripping my steering wheel with all my strength. My body was wracked with what felt like an orgasm but... different and unbelievably intense that had my growling out loud. It was all I could do to keep my eyes open and on the road. I had no control over what was going on. I eventually safely made it to my parking spot and continued to have at least two more dry orgasms. What the fuck was going on!? This is amazing! My first hands-free non-penile orgasm was achieved without my aneros!

I finally calmed down enough to walk myself up to my apartment. The ride in the elevator was excruciatingly long. I didn't know what to do when I got to my apartment. My previous attempts to enjoy these feelings were ended when I inserted my aneros. But, I did it anyway. I tore of my uniform and let the aneros fill me once again. I've tried a number of positions in the past but none of them did anything for me. But today, I got on my knees and laid my chest on my new, soft ottoman and let my arms relax. I was met with some of the most intense p-waves I've had up to this point. I can't say I actually had a super-o but I'm not sure. People mention a release aftwerwards but all of mine where like being in the middle of an intense orgasm that eventually subsided without the typical over-the-peak feeling. They were 100% incredible nonetheless. After getting to the point where I couldn't handle being on my knees anymore, I decided to slowly walk around. I walked slowly, rocking my hips left and right with my eyes closed. Kind of a flowing trance-like movement. I was hit over and over with definite mini-orgasms. They were incredible. after about three hours of ecstacy I HAD to finish with a traditional orgasm. Finally wrapping my hand around my shaft was one of the best feelings I've ever experienced. My load today was possibly record breaking. Wow. just. wow! Not sure if the super-o was achieved. But today, was an unbelievable milestone. I can't wait for more future surprise car ride joys!!!