First timer with Helix and HypnAerosession / Alana

I've often looked at the Aneros products online for a couple of years and wondered about buying one. In the end I bought a vibro prostate massager last year and found it utterly useless to the point I assumed I must have a prostate that isn’t sensitive or doesn’t respond to stimulation. How wrong can a man be??

Friday morning I received my Helix in the post. The first thing that struck me was how small it looked (even though I knew it’s measurements from the website). Also, having read a few posts on this forum, I decided not to go it alone and downloaded HypnAerosession from CDBaby last night. Between them these add up to be one of the very best purchases I’ve many in a long time.

Tonight I have just had my first experience of Aneros and it was a mind blowing revelation. I don’t know if my experience was a “super-o” but it sure felt that way to me. Having showered, douched and lubed I inserted the Helix, put the lights out and hit the play button. From the very first time Alana said to contract the Helix felt good but I needed to contract more than “gentle”. As we progressed the Helix seemed to take control of the situation and I became it’s slave. I would contract a few times then go into an almost violent involuntary, spasm like state, it was actually as though the Helix was thrusting me. These earth shattering tremors would sometimes be whole body and other time be legs only and twice my legs were literally flailing around in the air. I also found myself in a variety of positions from foetal to stretched straight on my side right through to being on my front, this thing literally took control. It became so intense that the second disc was a blur and I was just aware of the music and a voice but I have no idea what the words were.

Further to this, I’m normally a silent person when it comes to sex noises and never let out so much as a grunt. Tonight I went through everything from calling Jesus to swearing, nearly crying to muttering strange sounds in an almost foreign tongue and from moaning to “grunting”.

I truly can’t believe I had such an experience during my first ever session and seriously doubt I would have had it not been for Alana. I must admit I had some doubts about buying the CD but took a gamble for a few quid. My only prior experience with a Hypnotherapist failed when he couldn't hypnotise me and I wondered if I would follow Alana, no problem there, she led the way perfectly.

I have two regrets though:

I should have bought one years ago
And
I wish I’d bought a Progasm as well as the Helix.

Although I had this amazing experience, I just couldn’t help feeling I wished the Helix was just a fraction longer. I need to contract fully and find the perfect body position rather than contract gently, it was as though my prostate was almost out of reach.

I fought with myself for years before buying the silicone vibro as I was convinced anal play wasn't the thing for a straight male to do. When the silcone vibro massager didn’t do anything for me I put it down to one of life’s experiences. However, I’m now a convert to Aneros as I’ve found a new state of mind as well as sexual pleasure.

It’s 6am here in the UK and I just need to tell someone and thank Aneros, Rumel and Alana.