I have Lost my involontary contractions

Hello everybody !

To avoid a long message I will try to keep it concise 🙂

I no longer have powerful involuntary contractions.

__History:

last year I bought a Nexus revo2 with automatic massage, but it never gave me anything in terms of pleasure (at best: a "just" pleasant sensation)

I bought an Aneros Helix syn V: I hardly felt it inside but I decided to continue after reading a lot of messages on this forum.

After being very relaxed, kegel exercises, breathing etc. something happened which unfortunately should not have happened from the first use: suddenly I was surprised by very powerful involuntary contractions , obviously it was huge! an average of 3 to 4 pulsations per second, it's almost scary!!, it has lessened and started again with a vengeance.

I was on my stomach and got on my back, started small contractions again which very quickly increased into "involuntary" shaking of the shoulders, panting, I said to myself: but this thing is great!.

And the.... want to go to the toilet, I come back down 2 minutes later, replace the helix and... nothing more.....

The next day I tried again, but the problem was that I had the memory of these sensations and I made the stupid mistake of recreating the involuntary ones with voluntary contractions; obviously it doesn't work ^^.

__small detail: after 20 sessions and the vibrations at full blast, I reached a state where I felt waves of pleasure with spasms/tremors, very rapid breathing and moaning, it was really good but I realized that my Contractions were voluntary/involuntary, perhaps due to lack of feeling due to vibrations. but I don't feel much without it.

I bought an ICE progasm (I told myself that being 1.80m that the helix syn was just a little bit too "small" or "just right".

Him, this large and thick machine, ahh I feel it! super pleasant first session, I'll try it again this evening, because it takes time to get used to a new product.

__Question: will the fabulous involuntary contractions return????