"Whew! It's not as big as I had feared!"

My new progasm ice came in the mail today! Whew! It's not as big as I had feared! It's about the size and shape of a non erect penis. Thanks to the posters here I had everything ready, without that advice, I would have been fumbling around looking for everything. Warm water enema, warm shower, lubed up with liquid and gel KY, my sleeping CD of rainstorm and classical harp playing, fresh sheets and towels on bed; I'm ready to go!!! Favorite CD was a good choice, as it went a long way toward keeping me relaxed and not allowing the apprehesion to get out of control. I took it very slowly, about 10 minutes to get it in, lots of lube and no pushing hard, just slow steady pressure. No pain at all, before I knew it, it was in all the way. Both tabs seated firmly against my body but in no way painful. It does feel full, just a slight background feeling, nothing remotely uncomfortable at all. I'm 24, 5'9", 165lb. After about 25 minutes, I started slow soft PC contractions. I became and remained semi-hard for the entire 2 hour session. No penile stimulation what-so-ever, (thanks to posters here on rewiring). Without that advice, I would have been down with that big time. A lot of pre-cum slobbers stringing out constantly, felt awesome. You do need towels down, either that or you have to wash the sheets! Inside, I could feel the ice moving against my prostrate, outside it was sucking in tightly, like it couldn't get in far enough, I am not going to be one of those who have problems with it falling out, no way that's goin' to happen! Another reason for the tabs; that could be a HUGE problem without them. Feelings were of rolling up to and then back down from the very edge of ejaculating, then repeating over and over, all the time semi. I had to keep reminding my self to relax and let the feelings roll, .....and then they would. The ice reminds me of the shape and size of a bud of mine, so I named it Connor. Unconscious way of self relaxation or wishful thinking? I have no idea, I was apprehensive about the size before I got it. I'm not familar with the other aneros models at all, but this one has more than a passing simularity to a male member, much more so than it looks in photos, I did find humor in that. Did not see that one comming at me. lol Anyway I am very pleased with my first session, I had wanted to just get it in without problems. Mission accomplished, it is very comfortable inserted and it seems to be a super fit for me. I'm off to the rewiring races, I just didn't know the horse was named Connor. My fedora is off to all of the posters on here for all of your valuable information and time spent posting to help us newbies. Any comments or further advice is greatly requested and appreciated. Derick :confused: