Thoughts / Observations on Early Progress

@sowithoutaneros

I love your visualizations! Especially “lying on a raft hovering on a river”. I will have to use that one.

And you’re right, pushing a rock up a hill probably implies too much effort there. It’s actually quite amazing how these visualizations make a lot more sense the further I get in my journey!

Milestone - Random, “Out of Nowhere” Prostate Activation

I have been continuing with my sessions and things are progressing nicely. However, last night, I experienced a pleasant milestone that came outside of a session.

I was sitting on the couch, watching TV, not thinking about anything arousing. All of a sudden, I feel this itch near my prostate. I focused on this feeling and I could feel it build into some pleasure waves. Slowly, I could feel my dick start to grow hard as I was enjoying this pleasure. 

This lasted for about a minute or two and then went away. It makes me really excited to think that my prostate is there working in the background while I’m not even thinking about him. This feels like a good breakthrough! 

1-Month Wrap-Up

Well, we are reaching the end of January and my personal tutelage under @zentai is coming to a close. I thought I would give a brief wrap-up of how far I have come during our time.

When I started this coaching program, I had been wandering aimlessly for a year and a half. Some sessions, I would have some decent feelings, many of my sessions would be duds that left me frustrated and confused. I had never experienced so much as a mini O and I often felt like I was trying to force an orgasm out of the Aneros. 

Zentai and I had a lot of great PM conversations, mostly focusing on mindset, patience, and confidence. He didn’t give me some magic kegel trick or tell me with Aneros toy to use on which day of the month. It was a lot about getting my brain out of the way and learning to “let it happen”. I developed a confidence in when to make a modification during a session and when to be patient and ride it out.

For most of the month, I was using the Helix as my primary toy, but last night I was thinking a lot about the MGX. I thought about its shape, its P-tab, and the ridges...it got me excited. So, I went with the MGX for today’s session and it was my best session to date! I didn’t have any amazing, explosive orgasms yet. I had some mini Os, but I didn’t even care about getting to orgasm. What I loved about this session was the pure pleasure I felt from beginning to end. I had FUN the entire time! I was riding the pleasure without expectation and I was still incredibly aroused at the end of the session. I know I will have a prostate orgasm and I know the Super O will find me eventually, but I have become incredibly content in my place on this journey and I’m going to enjoy every minute of it.

If the Aneros journey is a 5,000 mile road, I just spent a year and a half walking on foot. Zentai provided me with a car. I still have a long way to go, but I am moving along at a much better pace now.

Posted by: @7sdoor

It makes me really excited to think that my prostate is there working in the background while I’m not even thinking about him. This feels like a good breakthrough! 

Congrats to your new mindset, @7sdoor. Like shifting some decisions to my subsconsciousness I mostly shift control about my sessions to my prostate. Meanwhile my prostate is telling me when it‘s time to have what kind of a session. Mostly I have Aless sessions, but once in a while my prostate tells me to get an Aneros tool for additional joy, and as you already mentioned it seems it also puts in my mind what Aneros tool it wants to play with or even which of my increasing number of sensitive hot spots it likes to be stimulated. Indeed, „let it happen“ and the best is yet to come. Good vibes! Mart

Milestone - Pleasure Inside My Cock Head

I had a session yesterday using my Progasm. It was a good session...had some nice feelings and body shakes. Then, toward the end of the session, I moved the Progasm back and forth with some kegels and I felt a tingling pleasure start from inside the shaft of my cock, somewhat toward the base. I was able to move it up the shaft and it felt like it was swirling around inside my cock head. It was beautiful pleasure and extremely erotic! It lasted about 30 seconds and I wasn’t able to regain it, but it was a really exciting moment and I’m sure a good sign of things to come.

@7sDoor That's great news! I'm glad to hear about this. It may seem small, but it's not, because you can build on this in a future session.

@zaqpol

That’s really great to hear! I had a quick A-less session today and I can definitely feel more energy/pleasure flowing through my body. Certainly feel like I am trending in the right direction...woo hoo!