there is hope.....

Its been a while since anything of note has happened in my sessions. No orgasms though its always pleasureable. This has been going on for some time, maybe years. I never knew(no pun intended) what was causing my drought but pressed on sometimes trying new things. Though the new "things" never helped much or made much of a difference. I knew the basics and kinda stuck with that. Then one day it happened. I had the most wonderful session. It wasnt as awe inspiring as some have described on this forum but it was different and felt pretty damned good. I knew it was different, more so then anything I had felt before. And I have felt some pretty amazing things. When I say amazing I mean it in the sense that it was grand and new. It wasnt the best orgasm I have ever had but it was definitely nothing to scoff at either. It was just different. Whatever it was be it super O, dry O it happened for about ten minutes each time and I think 3 times within an hour. There was no edge and no release. It was just pure bliss pouring out of the center of my prostate and strangely enough seemed to be flowing out of my penis. I dont know if it will happen again but then again I dont care. I dont care because I have gotten to the point that I just enjoy the sessions regardless of the outcome. Maybe that was the difference for me, maybe not. We will never know. But I write this just to give others hope. There will come a time when it may happen for you, maybe not. But we will never know unless we try. I never doubted. I never wavered.