Tantra & Meditation usage of MGX

I'm a new MGX user: 2 sessions - unimpressive results. I am hetero & have experienced a couple fullbody orgasms in my life. The first and most powerful time occurred when I was 3 years of age. My goal is to explore TANTRIC SEX and KUNDALINI ENERGY MEDITATION. I would like to experiment with the MGX while sitting up in a quasi crossed-leg position, both for sexual intercouse (female sitting on my lap wrapping her legs approximately around my waist) and solitary meditation. For this I will definitely need to remove the handle. (Why do you need the handle; can't you use the front leg/p.abutment for a handle?) Also, the sitting position may cause too much pressure at the peritoneum abutment so I may need to make additional modification.

Anyone have any experiences in these areas or recommendations? Reply to @yahoo.com">yankeezulutango@yahoo.com if you wish.