Switched to MGX... Almost there

I recently switched from the Helix classic to the MGX classic (I prefer using a mix of silicone/water based lube so I go for the classics) I felt the helix wasn’t doing enough on my p spot. In my exploratory processes, I “awakened” my p spot with my fingers and little to no penile stimulation with great results So I felt that the MGX would help me out. When I got home I was primed and ready to roll basically full of anticipation. My session began as normal. But with the MGX, I finally got to a spot where I felt that buzzing in my prostate followed by the onset of the fabled (for me) autofuck. And then I LOST IT :-/

My sessions usually peak and valley with the peaks resulting in a twitching cock getting rock hard almost to the point where contractions are painful (not sure how to describe) I force myself to try and stay with it and resist the urge to grab my cock and cum all over myself (I’m bi so there’s lots of fantasies in my head) I feel like I’m almost there but just missing that last part-unless I’ve experienced a super o and not realized it (I’m guessing probably NOT) Any advice would be helpful. I usually go for binaural beats etc in my headphones and have had great results focusing my wandering mind with the help of the headphones and several files here. I feel as though the switch and the buzzing/autofuck got me to the right spot but I’ve not been able to get back there yet. I generally do end with a super T but I’m gonna try and stop that today if I get a chance when I get home.

Still enjoying every minute! And again-tips and advice are appreciated!