Super O? A story about my journey that could help others.

Thanks for your in depth reports on your progress there qaws.

I was actually inspired enough by this to search out Vikki for myself and purchase one of her tracks. I listened to it for the first time today. I actually bought the Aneros session track because I figured it would be the most relevant to what I'm trying to do (and it was 10 minutes longer than the Because track). I was disappointed however because the 'instructions' as it were basically suggested a wank session with the aneros inserted. That goes against the basic Aneros user guide principle of not touching one's penis whilst trying to rewire.

Just wondering qaws if you leave the penis alone and do you have that particular session? How does the Because session compare do you think?

Cheers

@porcupine Good to hear you got inspired! It is true that Nikki Fatale made a track for the aneros use, but as you stated it isn't actually suited for aneros use, because for example it suggests to masturbate to ejaculation, which aneros sessions normally aren't about. You don't want to ejaculate, but you want to orgasm. Those are two different things. I have been using the erotic hypnosis tracks of both Nikki Fatale as Isabella Valentine to both learn how to relax, learn how to surrender to the sensations of the aneros or Aless as well as learn/become aroused while getting relaxed. Even though I have advised people to try out erotic hypnosis, I found out later that it may not be the best thing to use. Let me explain this a bit more. Even though erotic hypnosis has huge benefits, like helping you to learn how to truly relax, helps you to get aroused while getting you relaxed and how to surrender to build up of sensations to let them last long enough to reach a Super O it has also some huge drawbacks. Many (almost all) erotic hypnosis tracks aren't made for aneros use, but for the use of ejaculation. Some erotic hypnosis tracks focus on other things than ejaculations, which are more compatible for aneros use, but the drawback of overstimulating the mind still remains. To let erotic hypnosis tracks to be effective you actually need to listen to them everyday (with or without the aneros inside). This could overstimulate your mind, because of the suggestions the erotic hypnotist implants in your mind and strengthening them over time. This drawback could become counterproductive on the long run, because your mind/body during your journey also need to rest to get used to the changes because of the rewiring process. Does this mean that erotic hypnosis is best to be left alone for aneros use? No, but you need to be careful! You could use erotic hypnosis for example to learn how to truly relax and to surrender, but when you have learned it you should stop using it and try to find another way to get relaxed and aroused by using what you have learned so far by using erotic hypnosis. Trust me on this, it will help you in the long run. Again, be careful by using erotic hypnosis. It can help you a great deal like it helped me, but it can also be counterproductive. Be wary! Read my latest update for more information!
@qaws Thanks for the detail to your journey and the many postings. I am intrigued with what you listen to to relax and would like to give it a try. Where do you download this from?

@ReWire Glad to help someone out if I can! What to listen to from Nikki Fatale or Isabella Valentine depends on the person and their fetishes and/or fantasies. There are tracks about pegging, but there are also tracks about domination, but also tracks to get relaxed. It depends on the person. Like I said to @porcupine, be wary when using erotic hypnosis. It can help people a great deal on there journey, but you need to be careful. Read my reply to @porcupine and my latest update below to find out what I mean by this. If you want to know where to download erotic hypnosis tracks from you can google Nikki Fatale or Isabella Valentine or send me a personal message with an anonymous (if you want to stay anonymous which I certainly understand) mail address to me so I can send you some more information.

UPDATE

My journey took an unexpected turn. Let me explain why that is.

So after 2-2.5 weeks of having a session every day and not ejaculating during that time I was able to get several Super O's and was able to rewire getting Aless sensations as a result, which was and still is amazing, but another thing happened as well. After having a handsfree Aless Super T and three days after a wet dream (which I didn't have in months/years) I became worried that my body would learn to have a wet dream and ejaculate handsfree, what I didn't want. I didn't want that because I thought it would impede my ability to and the intensity of my Super O's. So I got the advice to slow down on the forum and chatroom. So I decided to stop for three days doing Aless sessions and sessions with the aneros. I also got the advice to stop using erotic hypnosis, which people thought was contributing to my mind/body reacting in a way that made me worried. After a few days I was in the chatroom and wanted to continue my sessions again, I simply craved them, so I asked a few questions in the chatroom about how to continue looking at the worries that I had. At that time the discussion in the chatroom got an unexpected turn. User Canacan, which had experience with the situation I was in at the time, told me that I had to let go. That I had to take a break to let my body/mind adapt to the changes it was going through, but he also said that I was to obsessive. The moment he told me that something snapped. The moment he said that I knew he was right. From the moment I started my three day break I was almost constantly thinking about the aneros. It wasn't influencing my daily life, but my mind was thinking every day about the day that I would use the aneros again. It was clear that I was obsessed. The sensations and Super O's I got didn't gave me the saturated feeling it gave me in the first 1.5-2 weeks. What I mean by that is that the sensations and Super O's didn't calm my mind/body down anymore as it did in the past. They still felt fantastic and incredible and I want to experience them again and again, but they need to satisfy me in a way that after getting them I can move on without my daily life without obsessing about it and influencing my daily activities. After a long conversation the advice was simple: Stop thinking about the aneros, stop focussing on the Aless sensations and stop having sessions. Give your body/mind time to adapt to the changes and the new sensations. Give your body/mind a break from the strain I put it through (erotic hypnosis, not manualy ejaculating for almost 3 weeks, porn, Super O's, Aless sensations etc.). Do what your body/mind wants. If your body wants to release through ejaculation than do that. If it want to orgasm through the Aless sensations, than do that. Stop coming to the forum and chatroom until your mind and body have calmed down and adapted.

So I left the chatroom with many thoughts like: Have I become an addict to the aneros and Aless? Am I an addict tot the aneros and Aless? Why am I so obsessed? What made me this way in just 3 weeks time? What can I do to resolve this problem? Am I able to resolve this problem on my own? Well, step by step I figured things out. Let me explain everything.

So the first thing I did was listening to my mind/body. My mind/body were telling me that it wanted release in the form of ejaculation for a good week, but I refused to do that because I thought that ejaculation would lower arousal and impede my ability to Super O. I let go of that thought and I did was what advised. I ejaculated, real hard I might ad. Eventhough I had a wet dream a few days before, I was able to ejaculate long and much. That was on the night I had the enlighting chat in the chatroom. The next morning I had the same feeling. My body/mind wanted to ejaculate. I hestitated because I ejaculated just a few hours prior, but I thought, if that's what my mind/body wants than that is what is going to get. So I brought myself to ejaculation again. The first things I realised was that my Aless sensations became less intense and my arousal dropped tremendously. Even though I felt that my body had calmed and my mind had calmed down for I think 75%, I was still worried. Even though I calmed down I thought about why I was so obsessed and how it was possible for me to become so obsessed in such a small period of time. I than started asking questions about what the source was for my obsession and if it was the result of the choices I made in my 3-4 week journey. So I tried to dissect everything down, every event, every week, every choice, every sensation, everything! Also me calming down after listening to the signs of my body by ejaculating two times in I think 10-12 hours. I concluded the following, which dropped my worrying from 25% to 10% and let my obsessiveness disappear almost completely:
1. I was not actually as obsessed as I thought, actually I wasn't obsessed at al. I seemed obsessed and was actually obsessed with having Super O's, because my body/mind wanted release. The thing was that my mind/body wanted release though an ejaculation, but my I or my will didn't because I thought it would impede my ability to Super O's because of a drop in arousal. That my body wanted to release through an ejaculation wasn't strange. Before I started my journey I would ejaculate manually 1-2 times a week. When I started my journey I stopped that to raise arousal to improve the chances of reaching a Super O and rewiring. But I didn't do it gradually but instantly, which was a shock for my mind and body. Combining that with daily erotic hypnosis sessions, fast changes in my mind/body, many new sensations my mind/body were experiencing (Super O's, Aless O's, sensations etc.), watching porn and worries put my mind/body in overtime and eventually 'overheated' them. It held up for 2-2.5 weeks, but the handsfree Super T and wet dream where signs of my mind/body that it wanted to release with a refractory period to rest and adapt, but like I said I rejected the signs and went my own way. I found out that the wet dream, handsfree Aless Super T, but also my obsessiveness with the aneros where ways or 'instruments' my mind/body used to try to convince me to bring it release through ejaculation. My body wanted a refractory period to rest and adapt, several Super O's werent enough, because orgasms have no refractory period. After I ejaculated two times in 10-12 hours my body and mind calmed down tremendously. I realised after that, that I wasn't obsessed, but my temporary 'obsession' was a result of me not listening to my mind and body.
2. So, was my obsession only a way of my body trying to convince me to release through ejaculation? For a big part yes, but I think a little obsessiveness was not due to me not listening to my mind and body. The question is if this little bit of obsesiveness was because of my exitement and the mental stress relieving ability of the aneros and Aless or that I was just plain obsessed. Looking at the period of 3-4 weeks and the fact that the obsessiveness actually started quite late in that period, I found it impossible for me to become so obsessed as I was because of me being truly and really obsessed. I concluded, also looking at the calmness of my mind/body after listening to them, that the obsession was the result of me not listening to my mind/body and straining it with so many things in such a short period of time. The obsessiveness that remained was just my excitement of the thought of feeling the aneros/Aless again with the fantastic Super O's and other types of orgasms it brings. I found out during the next week after I concluded this that I was right, During those days I WASN'T thinking obsessively about the aneros as I was when I rejected the signs of my body/mind.

Again, the signs that my mind/body gave me (in the form of obsession, handsfree Super T and wet dream) weren't strange and this should be a lesson for people who are starting as it has been for me. I have strained my body during a period of 2-3 weeks tremendously. First I stopped ejaculating instantly to raise my arousal for aneros use. I didn't do that gradually. This means I subjected my mind/body instantly without doing it gradually and giving my mind/body time to adapt. Secondly I strained my body/mind through a lot of fast changes and confronting them with a lot new sensation in a short period of time (several Super O's, Aless, mini o's and other orgasms) without giving my body/mind time to adapt. I also was having a session almost everyday for 2-2.5 weeks and because of that I was having several Super O's and started rewiring as well by having and getting Aless sensations. I've let my body experience things that other people give their body sometimes 6 months or more to adept to and to experience. I thirdly strained my mind a lot by listening to erotic hypnosis everyday and sometimes watching porn before listening to erotic hypnosis tracks. My mind/body were getting strained even more because of my worries. Fortly, I didn't listen to the signs that my mind/body were giving me, straining my mind/body even more. Looking at all these points, it isn't surprising that I was so obsessed with the aneros and Super O's for a period of time. My mind/body wanted release through ejaculation. My will fought against it, which made it come up with more creative ways to get what they wanted, like making me obsessed until I did what my mind/body wanted.

Even though I realised all the above I wasn't done. I needed something to lift the rest of my worries and strain in my mind/body. So I decided to do meditation and start working out. I advise this to everyone. It helps a lot and is mentally and physically as well. It will also help you on your journey avoiding some of the problems that I experienced so far. I also stopped the frequency of my looking at porn and stopped listening to erotic hypnosis tracks. Even though it was through (I think) erotic hypnosis I was able to truly relax, surrender, get (mentally and physically) aroused and learned me how to let build ups of sensations last long enough to get a Super O for example it was getting counterproductive. But looking at the past week it seems erotic hypnosis has done what I wanted from it. I've learned how to truly relax, how to surrender, how to let build ups of sensations last long enough to reach a Super O for example. I don't need to listen to erotic hypnosis anymore to relax, surrender, to get (mentally and physically) aroused and to let sensations last long enough to get a Super O for example. I can apply all the above now by, for example, listening to women orgasming ( http://sonicerotica.com/). So, does this mean that you can't use erotic hypnosis for your journey? No. But be wary of the negative effects it can have. For more information read the post above.