Striving toward the Super O

After having heard lots of compelling Aneros testimonials, I knew I had to buy one to see for myself. I selected the Helix.

My first go at it was more of a let's-see-how-it-fits-and-feels thing. I wasn't too impressed my first try, but I wasn't surprised about my reaction. I knew it would take time.

On my first real try, I tried relaxing while resting on my right side and started doing some varying muscle contractions. Nothing happened. Then, after some time, I was finally able to relax. I felt a sort of pulsing sensation. Up to this point, I'm still not sure if it was minor muscle contractions, the compression of the device on a vein, or a little bit of both. Whatever it was, the alien-like sensation was actually a major turn on. I started to get excited, my heart started to pound and I felt my anal muscles contract in a seemingly involuntary way. I felt tingly and warm, and I felt it radiate up through my chest. I thought to myself, "Is this the Super O?"

Unfortunately, I didn't know quite what to make of it and I was afraid that I would lose the feeling, so guess what happened? I lost the feeling.

I tried desperately to recreate the feeling. But I think I was forcing it. I am aware people on the forums say not to force it, but I somehow figured that since I wasn't forcing muscle contractions, I wasn't forcing it at all. I've come to realize I was trying to force the feeling itself - which I thought was a weird, radiating energy feeling I have sometimes felt in the past. I'm not even sure if you know what I'm talking about when I say that, but I sometimes can feel it going through me almost like a mystical energy. Before you say I'm crazy, I don't actually think it's mystical - it just has a weird enough feeling that I cannot describe it any other way. Anyway, I thought if I forced this feeling, it would bring back that really good feeling that felt like the onset of a Super O. Well, it didn't happen.

But now after having felt the initial very, very, very, very good feeling, I was hooked. I tried two or three more times with no real results, but then things changed the very next time.

I was lying on my stomach, and I had given up on trying to force *anything*, but rather, go with the flow. I had been looking at a range of erotic photos, but I settled down and picked just one. I started really noticing the feeling against my prostate. Instead of trying to take over that feeling and make it do my bidding, I simply relaxed and enjoyed the feeling itself. That's when everything changed. I started feeling that familiar tingling sensation radiating from my prostate, and my heart started pounding again. My whole rectum contracted and seemed to draw the Helix in. Everything started feeling really, really great. All over. Then I started moaning and I felt like I was having an anal orgasm. I was enjoying every bit of it.

The whole thing didn't last very long - maybe a couple of minutes - but it was quite an experience. I just wish it would have lasted longer. Also, when I had that experience, my bladder felt partially full - which I think made it easier for me to feel those initial sensations on my prostate.

Any tips to prolong the ... whatever it was??? I can't wait to do it again!