Staying at the point of no return

giving an insight into my latest experience / progress.

After starting with the helix and getting some nice feelings, i moved onto my progasm. i started on my back with my knees up and got some involuntaries going. then I moved onto my trusted lying on my front position.

i had earlier read Rumel's brilliant post https://community.aneros.com/community/general-discussion/relax-relax-relax/#post-66049

i have noticed that once involutaries start and pleasure hits me i start tensing as if i am chasing an orgasm. i realise that i do this subtlely, even if i am not tensing my PC / anus / rectum, i have been unwittingly tensing my body or even neck as i try to control myself. now i had some involuntary pulses building (with pleasure centered in my prostate) when i realised i was tensing again. So i lay flat, and really relaxed into my bed, without tightening any part of my body. the pleasure built and built this time until i was feeling it my prostate and penis - this felt really good. it got to the point where my penis was throbbing (while soft) but felt like i was at the 'point of no return' of a traditional orgasm, and i stayed there for about a minute feeling amazing. 

the relaxation after getting the involuntaries going is absolutely key