Massager: Aneros Helix Trident
Lube: Coconut Oil (Lubed toy, hole, and used a lube shooter)
This session was pretty similar to the last one except for the last part.
I had like a full minute where my whole body was shaking violently, my legs were flailing like fish on a boat deck. It was definitely pleasurable, but still it didn’t feel like it was “conscious” pleasure.
I was in such a state of relaxation to get to this point that I was just kinda in a trance. The best equivalency I can make is to wet dreams. I come out of it very exhausted and I know that what I went through was pleasurable, but it kinda felt like it was in the background.
It was very intense, but there was never really like a point of no return or final finish like I’m used to with orgasms.
I don’t know if what I had was a prostate orgasm or p waves. With a prostate orgasm is there a “finality” to it? I never came in this session or the last, so idk.
What you exp'd is normal, for many of us this is how it starts. Shaking wildly with no real pleasure attached to it. Its kind of a right of passage, your asshole has sent the message and your brain has received it, your on your way. I wish I could tell you you'll be having SO's in 2 weeks, except unfortunetly it doesn't work that way. I wish I could tell you what you can expect next, but its different for everyone. What I can tell you is unpack your patience and enjoy the ride. Scour the forum as its a great guide, to help you along your way.
PS. welcome to assamania
Sounds like you’ve made some good progress quickly! Just keep relaxing and enjoy whatever pleasure comes your way!
With a prostate orgasm is there a “finality” to it?
Welcome. I agree with all written above mine. Strange and wonderful as it is, in this practice we step and stumble looking for something we haven't felt before. The "finality" I feel is not the same as the "done-ness" of ejaculation, with then sleepiness and damping of arousal. This is far from a letdown, and this characteristic can have some wonderful consequences. In any case, I can feel, "ok I'm done for now, and happy with what I have experienced".