Scary Pleasure

@Spanishguy69 What you describe is one of the characteristics of non-ejaculatory orgasms. Stimulating the penis through intercourse or masturbation usually ends in release that is a combination of orgasm and ejaculation. The types of orgasms that are typically the result of prostate stimulation, or other types of non-penile stimulation, e.g. A-less or KSMO, take the ejaculation out of the picture and therefore allow the intensity of the orgasm to build and build as you describe. Release is gradual, many describe the intensity of the orgasms as waves, first increasing, then flattening out to eventually subside.

I started my journey more than a decade ago, and I have experienced full body, multiple, non-ejaculatory orgasms that kept building and building to the point where I expected to blow a fuse somewhere, but as of today, it didn't happen.

My advice to you is to relax body and mind and enjoy the build-up. Let it take you on a journey to an unknown destination and enjoy every moment of the ride. Try focusing your thoughts on some part of your body where you want the orgasmic energy to flow, and you just might find that you can use mind control to direct your orgasms through your body.

If you want a controlled way to release the pent up energy without ejaculating, I suggest you study the Key Sound of the KSMO method ( https://multiples.com ).

@Spanishguy69 , once you have the experience you described, you know what to expect when it's repeated and so your mind shouldbe at ease to enjoy the next step. @Pavlov is right, just relax and enjoy! Good luck.