review, testimonial or question - kind of all

A little about myself. I am a 65 yr old married mam with no sex life. I ran into conversations about aneros about a month ago. I sprung for a Helix. I was very anxious and have spent a lot of time over the last 4 weeks. I have been pretty happy with moderate results. I have enjoyed the sensations I have "learned" to accept. I left it in one evening and fell asleep and was awoken with a pretty large prostate orgasm. This proceeded over three weeks. About 10 days ago I went on a 10 day motorcycle trip without it. I seemed to develop those sensations at will, however never very strong. I did discover I would have the pretty significant orgasms over night an be awoken from my sleep even though I had no aneros with me. Now, none have been the so called Super O but I have learned to really appreciate the building waves of sensation. While on the trip I decided to order a Progasm Black Ice. yesterday when I got home it was waiting on my porch. After unpacking it was nearly bed time so I showered and decided to get acquainted with my new friend. It was not difficult it get in-place and the feeling of fullness and constant prostate nudging was pleasurable. That was as far as it went, however.

Now for my question -- I seem to think that the rear K tab seems to prevent/limit the amount of forward tilting motion that was so magical when it moved. This Progasm with two tabs seems to move in and out without the forward "rocking".

Has anyone else noticed this?

Have you removed the rear tab and how did it affect the sensations. (I removed the rear handle on the Helix and liked it better.)