Phases of little to no pleasure

There were times I would give up on the whole rewire process. Sometimes I loved how it felt and others I felt almost nothing. My frustration only grew. I would keep working with it and read all I could to try and understand what I was doing right or wrong. For me I truly believe it was a process of connecting the dots from my prostate to my brain. Also, disconnecting the expectation of ejaculation as the sign you had an orgasm. It’s a completely different kind of orgasm that you can have over and over. I didn’t buy that early on either but when it happened and I figured out how it happened, I was completely addicted. There were times that I would take long breaks and that would make it feel so good. It’s like I had desensitized my prostate. I can’t go without for less than twice a week now.
I will also add for me that early on I did not ever play with my nipples but after reading so many guys talk about how wonderful it was that I gave in and tried it. 😮 I wish I would’ve started that sooner. That was the game changer for me. I was able to ejaculate without a device and no penile stimulation. I had to limit how much stimulation I did to my nipples and practice letting my body have control instead of me treating it as if I were jacking off. You know, the faster I go, the harder I will cum. I hope this helps and don’t give up. It is a journey and it seems as though I’m still learning and experiencing new things as I go.