Not so Newbie looking for help

Here's my story: I'm a middle aged bisexual in a long term very fulfilling relationship with my wife of 30 plus years. I have a few health issues namely high blood pressure which I take medication for which has diminished my ablility to obtain a full erection. I use Viagra which produces a healthy erection when needed.

Several years ago, a friend mentioned to me the Aneros which piqued my interest. At the time the best option seemed to be the Helix MGX which I used an numerous occasions. The thought of finding the Super O was very exciting to me. I have always been a intense orgasmer with traditional penile ejaculations, full body convulsive orgasms are a regular occurance for me. Butt the Super O with its continuous waves of pleasure proved to be a goal I wanted to achieve. Unfortuately, the MGX while a nice fit inside, the P tab was too uncomfortable. The tab was too thin and sharp and irritated my perienum no matter how much padding I used. I got frustrated and abandoned the MGX.

Several years pasted and the allure of the Super O caused me to re-check Aneros options. I came across the Progasm. My wife and I were interested in incorporating it into our regular activities. The advantage of the Aneros was it stayed put while we had conventional vaginal sex. It is wonderful and helps support and maintain the Viagra enhanced erection and produced monster orgasms for both of us. But the legend of the Super O still loomed.

So I re-newed my journey with the new acquistion of the Progasm. I love the Pro. The tab issue is resolved. The rounded tabs both front and back are very comfortable. The P tab seems to hit my perienum perfectly and the back tab adds a tingle to the spine. I've had 4 or 5 sessions with the Pro. All very exciting and enjoyable but alas no Super O. Patiently I have engaged all the contractions to produce electric effects on the prostate and anus. I understand the difference between anal contractions and PC contractions. Each session brings me to the brink of what I believe to be the Super O. In one session, I felt the prostate start to spasm much the way a traditional ejaculatory orgasm would begin. Althought my penis was flaccid I felt like I was ejaculating and had the pelvic thrusts that accompany the orgasm. However, it came nowhere close to the intensity of the traditional ejaculatory experience. Still pleasureable non the less. I did feel recurrance pleasure, about 4 or 5 waves if you will but nothing like the Super O full body orgasms described by many Aneros users.

My last session lasted 2 1/2 hours and was fantastic. Concentrated on different positions. On my back (pretty good) on my side with leg drawn up (even better), all fours with torso on bed (nice for freedom of movement) all produced electric sensations in the anus and prostate. especially the prostate. I produced tons of pre-cum. I could feel the pressure building in my flaccid penis. It actually started to feel erect but on inspection it was less than the sensation. I could feel close. My breathing was intense and was sweating like a teenager. I just couldn't seem to bring it home. So after 2 1/2 hours I could stand it no more. It had been 3 days since my last ejaculation which is a long time for me. So I broke the rule and went for the penis. Sorry couldn't help it. After so much time with the prostate, I find it hard to get a decent erection even with Viagra. But nevertheless victory was within site. I rubbed one out. Interesting experience. Semi hard penis in full traditional orgasm and ejaculation but no semen, only a ton of pre-cum but all the same body reactions as a regular climax. I guess this is to be expected given the amount if time I was stimulating the prostate.

So this is my story so far. I am committed to the journey and by no means ready to give up as I did on the MGX. I like the fullness of the Progasm but I am wondering if it might be too large for maximum movement for me. It does slip out on occasion if I use too much lube which is a bit annoying. I like to push and pull for maximum effect. On the chat lines, folks rave about the Helix Syn which seems to have a softer P tab which I need. But the Syn might allow for more freedom of movement that could put me into the Super O club. I have had prostate orgasms when with others (receptive anal sex) but they have always been ejaculatory and conventional and very intense. All with a flaccid penis.

I am looking for any advice. I know that relaxation and not forcing it is key but its hard when you get so close to the door and it stays closed for you. We have all had our first traditional ejaculatory orgasm generally as kids. I can remember my first one and not knowing what to expect and just letting go and let it happen and it does and its glorious. I try to use the same mindset with the Super O and realize it may take more time.

Anyway, I am looking for any insights or techniques. The learning section of the Aneros site are very helpful and have gotten me to where I am so far....very close with a glimpse of a Mini Super O. The allure of Mistriss Aneros is quite compelling and could you any and all advice the guys have to offer.

Thanks for reading this rather long post. Its all I have. Help!