My Journey and Transformation

Entry 1; My Story

I was a regular on the Forums along with several other guys; several of them became friends in real life.  I really enjoyed the camaraderie of being active in here. As friends we knew a lot about each other from chat and off line conversation, some on the phone.  They became confidantes. The wonderful thing about this place is anonymity; here we feel free to share details of our lives that we would never say to people we know who are not in here.  I value that protected openness that I have here.  Almost no one I know has any idea about my sexuality and the "taboo" things I routinely chat about in here.

I would like to start posting again so I have decided to tell my story so that future posts could be understood by new friends here.  You can read them knowing who I am and where I am coming from.

I am a 74 year old man with a very high sex drive and a sensual view of life as a result of being rewired by Aneros in my early 50’s. I have used Aneros since I was 53; it changed my life and me forever.   I am a healthy active man who at 6’6” and 207 lbs has a 44 inch chest and 36 inch waist.  I am a tall slim reasonably well built man.  I am a “shower”; my penis is 4 inches flaccid and 9 inches erect, it is proportional to my height; although most women and men would consider my penis to be large, it is proportional to my body, so it doesn’t look huge.  People I have been on line with have been surprised when they saw my cock in real life.

I have an enlarged healthy prostate, confirmed from ultrasounds and x-rays that have been done for various medical procedures in the last 15 years.  My PCP has been monitoring my male gland carefully. My prostate is hard wired to my nipples, again because of Aneros;  I am able to have MMO induced nipplegasms; that is something I learned from Wuertschen here.

I am very lucky as my PCP is a middle aged woman who is an Osteopath as opposed to an MD.  She is (by her education) interested in holistic health and aspects of human health that most MD doctors are not interested in. She is also a very "earthy" lady.  I have shared my Aneros / MMO history with her, she is very informed and broad minded.  We talk openly about my sexual health and performance along with normal stuff like heart and diet.  She has also been monitoring a varicocele I have, that is another long interesting story.  She is a very knowledgeable professional who has given me great advice on maintaining my virility.  She has done prostate exams on me, kidding me as she does them to keep them from being embarrassing.  Fortunately or unfortunately my prostate is hyper responsive, again thanks to Aneros.  I can (and do) launch into pre - MMO pleasure spasms in less than a minute from her digital penetrative exams.  My prostate exams are highly pleasurable thanks to Aneros.  My wife has recently taken advantage of that; I will address that in a future post.

Aneros transformed me from being bi curious to being a “limited” penis centric bisexual.  I slept with three men in short term liaisons fifteen years ago, over a five year period but have not been with a man since then.  They were exploratory curiosity based short term trysts.  All three were married and curious like me and all were interested in me to explore their own sexuality as I was.  They were between 10 - 15years younger than me and all had "daddy" interests. Of them only one was a guy that appealed to me enough to sustain a longer term relationship with but we both opted not to.  His penis was the most beautiful male organ I have ever seen.  All were Forum members from here. I say penis centric because I adore cocks.  Sucking a man’s erection to ejaculation is the stuff that fuels my MMO’s when I think about the act, as I am doing a session.  I love the taste of semen and the sensation of  man ejaculating in my mouth.   I have very healthy bulbourethral  glands (cowpers glands); I produce a profuse flow of pre cum at the drop of a hat.  My male partners loved licking my precum.  When I write erotica I have to use women's panty liners or wear a condom to keep from soaking my pants through.

With men my favorite acts were frotting, mutual masturbation and ass jobs as well as spooning them as I MMO between their ass cheeks and fondled their cocks,  I have kissed  two of the three men.  With two they slept with me all night in hotels while I traveled for work which I did a lot before I retired.  I love sleeping with a man as that gives me the opportunity to fondle his penis as I MMO.  Fondling an erect penis while laying with a man in bed is pure heaven.  I can do aless MMO’s while spooning a man or woman, but more on that in a subsequent post.

My wife is 69 years old.  She is 6 foot tall and is slim weighing about 130.  Her tits are my fixation; they are gorgeous.  She is 36 – 26 – 37 and is a D cup.  Her libido is not as high as mine but she is adventurous.  Because my best MMO sessions are usually between 3 – 5 am when my hormones are high she is happy to sleep bottomless to avail me of her bare derriere to launch my MMO’s.  Most of the time she will sleep through having me MMO on her anus.

My favorite sex act with my wife is cunnilingus; I love doing it, tasting her, seeing the impact when she loses control during orgasm and as a way to “level” the playing field when we are having ejaculation sex.  Next to that I love doing analingus on her as I masturbate her.  We have a special position we do that in.  In addition I love mutual tantric masturbation;  I MMO in my wifes derriere as I mentioned earlier and we do 69.  Because she is post menopause, my wife likes to do clit to cock head pussy slides (with a lot of lube) for orgasm / ejaculation.  We both love pussy sliding in bed or as a lap dance.  Her post menopausal biology makes her prefer cunnilingus to vaginal penetration by far; I am all too happy to oblige.  We have sex twice per week.

In my fifties I was a moderator on a sex forum on line, developing non sexual friendships with fellow forum members and 4 moderators who were women that were younger than me.  I still correspond with them to this day 20 years later.  Although we were never sexually intimate (except for one – sort of) we were sexually communicative.  I sexted with them and exchanged pictures with them while we were active on line; I met two in person and I stayed with one of them for a visit during a work travel trip 12 years ago.  I still email all of them.

As I said I owe my high energy sexual desire and my sexual orientation to Aneros.  Before Aneros when I was in my late 30’s I developed an interest in anal penetration.  My wife was all too happy to accommodate my inclinations; she began to do prostate massage on me on occasion.  I liked the sensation of it as foreplay but never got an orgasm from her doing me, at least until Aneros.   As an amateur woodworker living in a location in the 1990s where there no sex toy stores accessible when I was 40, I carved a dildo out of hard maple.  It was a perfect replica of my own erection taken from measurements and pictures, but that is another post I will do in the future.  I used it for several years with a condom on it.  That wood cock was my first clue of my bi curiousity.

I achieved my first Aneros super O after 6 months and my first aless 6 months after that.  My preferred Aneros device by far is Tempo.  I have had 8 other devices but Tempo is all I use now.  Occasionally I will use a peridise.  I use the “condom method” and have for the last 14 years.  I do alesses almost every night and Aneros sessions once every two weeks or so.  I can launch into a two hour aless session in minutes, usually starting in my wife’s derriere, but as I said I will write more on that in a future post.

I am an erotic writer in my spare time and I am a verbal exhibitionist.  I have a collection of 6 serialized novels and dozens of short stories.  I love writing and erotic writing in particular.  All totaled I have in excess of 2000 semi final draft pages that I have written in the last 20 years. 

That’s about it for now.  Future posts will be: My Aneros Journey, MMO’s and Alesses, Nipplegasms, Bi – Sexuality, Rewiring,  Prostate Massage and other topics.  I am happy to write about specific topics if anyone has ideas for me.