I realise now after 11 years of sessions that I get these involuntaries and spasms or the fatigued muscles or whatever in every session.
usually though they seem to give no pleasure! That is my my confused point, I feel so alone because of this, nobody else reports this phenomena, just me!
if I put my legs together this spawning or fluttering goes crazy, like it's in overdrive! But this kills a session dead, as does any form of active contractions.
I need help understanding this.