Most blissful I've ever felt

Posted by: @bogusbro

I think I just feel sad knowing I might never feel that again, or it will be awhile. I know to enjoy every session, but some need repeating!

Don't worry, you'll get there again. Don't go too hard on the "no expectations" deal, once you find something that works for you, you can expect good results on the regular. You can't really force it, but you can stack the deck in your favor by trying to recreate the same conditions. For you that could be a break and a shower. Give it a try! 

@zentai

Thanks for the positive words. I normally do my sessions after a shower, since the few times I did it without, they didn't do much. A new trick I learned from here is holding it tight can make things heat up. I hear light contractions work best, but this helped me today

Posted by: @bogusbro

I think I just feel sad knowing I might never feel that again, or it will be awhile.

I feel the same way about a session I had a week ago... it was the most peaceful and safe I've felt in I can't remember how long, it was like the most absolute lack of anxiety, far below what I used to consider zero anxiety. I had the most dopey smile during it.

It has actually messed with my head a bit... like there's a level of baseline anxiety I'm sitting in all the time, no matter how low it otherwise gets. I always knew I was generally anxious, but seeing that stark difference, and realizing how completely missing it's been from my life really makes me question a lot of things.

Posted by: @bogusbro

I think I just feel sad knowing I might never feel that again, or it will be awhile. I know to enjoy every session, but some need repeating!

Don’t worry about it,the more it happens the more you’ll believe and the more it happens lol.

Posted by: @bogusbro

but I mad some deep growls here and there

Fake it till you make it 🙂

Posted by: @helghast

Fake it till you make it

That's great advice!
I have noticed that the sounds I make during my sessions have an undeniable effect on my pleasure.

@morexp You can absolutely moan and groan your way to an orgasm!!! 🙂

@helghast

I read someone say once that just letting it out helps with an orgasm, and I think they were right! It helps a lot with the excitement.

@clenchy

Most people live with some low grade anxiety, but a great many of them don't know it. There is not much to be done about it except to witness it.

Funny how this orgasm work brings up "stuff", whatever it my be for each individual. Anyone who thinks our journeys are simply a way to get our rocks off, either knows very little about it or they are just not paying attention.

Thanks for sharing, sounds amazing!

@clenchy

I love the feeling after a session. The one time I had an intense super O, the afterglow was unreal. I felt great for like three days afterwards! I think it really is a stress reliever. The most fun I have is right after work. It's nice to know you have an escape from stress with a session.