Longest session I've had, and first time with involuntary twitches

Posted by: @triangleman

Just thought I'd share. I will be honest I've been struggling with porn again for about 6 months now after a 1.25 year clean record. But that means that I got my wiring all mixed up, and even before relapse I wasn't using aneros much anymore. Lockdowns means more time at home. So after 5 days of no porn or self touching, I got randomly a bit aroused, so took the chance.

 

I discovered from my previous session that I can have some good success by starting with my helix, and then after that stops actively giving me feedback, I am relaxed enough and swap with my progasm. I still technically feel like I'm a novice, and maybe using it is cheating the process, but I like it, and this method seems to make the discomfort of the progasm short lived, or in the case of my first try, not uncomfortable at all, and instantly gets me hard and aroused.

 

So once I have the progasm settled, its giving me a boner, which always happens to me when first inserting an aneros(so by swapping out, I get this feeling twice). But I really just try to focus on letting my muscles relax, and each time I do, I get tiny little quivering twitches. I've felt it before, but not like this. It wasn't a tidal wave, it was however consistent and would last a couple seconds. This went on for a good minute I'd guess, maybe longer. I felt good about this because I knew it was a step on the path towards real P-waves.

 

This session I could sense my prostate better than I ever have. In addition, I was able to have multiple moments of pleasant feelings that led to erections through nipple stimulation, and for the second time, inner thigh and touching the testicles, which is new. I was able to for a short time swap between them all and have a lot of arousal up time, which was awesome. Because of this I didn't get bored and want to quit my session at 45 minutes. I went nearly 2 hours this before feeling like I used up all my arousal sensitivity.

Best part? I was able to feel satisfied by not ending with Traditional orgasm, which I would do usually out of insane pent up desire. But I staved it off, and have been aware of my prostate for the rest of the day, feeling little pulses like a heartbeat. I think I might be able to try another session tomorrow, which would be a first, but if not that is okay. I want to do my best to carry this along as long as possible to make progress, and enjoy the low level arousal all day that I'm now feeling. Its just hard not to want to grab myself and masturbate a somewhat, but I know that would ruin it and I crave what I had today again.

 

I don't know if anyone else has tried such a tactic of using 2 models in one session, but I am happy that I felt like I made progress today, and it came by not trying to do anything fancy, or practice any holds or muscles, but to just relax the aneros and touch the body.

 

That was long I know, but I'm pretty pleased with the results. I was just in the right spot, and I just waited for the moment to come, and not force it.

OMG! It's as if I could have written this. I'm currently in the exact same zone, testing different models in succession and getting some really good vibes that linger for hours. Just finished such a session as a matter of fact. I have today off so fully intend to revisit the Aneros later in the day. 

I know exactly what you mean by the loss of desire to finish with a traditional. I've not had a super-O yet but feel as if the little pleasure I'm getting now is enough to not feel pent up. I want to keep that semen retention going.

@reddog152

Well for me it is still not the end goal for sure, but what I have always liked is that when a session goes smoothly, it kind of calms me down. I've had a couple failed sessions because I got TOO relaxed and that isn't exactly the worst thing either, but its not what the point is. The urge to release, however, doesn't sit well with me. I like the afterglow of feeling my prostate, but I think part of me was satisfied enough with the marathon of time and the little victories added up enough this time.

Glad to hear I'm not the only one who has tried this. It seems to work for now, and I hope that with increased rewiring to sense the prostate, just the helix will be enough as controlling the progasm doesn't really work, but when I do try, I can more easily feel how different movements work at least. So it seems still quite useful outside of the fact that it gets me more heated than anything else. So I'm content.

After a couple of rough days I haven't been in any shape for a session, but tomorrow might be the day, all rested up. Even though I have some, for lack of better term, radiating pleasure from the prostate now, I'm so dead tired I would just fall asleep! I think the most important lesson is to wait for the right place, and time. If I'm not already in a sexually agitated state, I think it is far less useful to progress than to wait to feel the urge hit for it and it multiplies the progress, even if that doesn't come for a couple days.