I think it's finally working

It's been since Oct last year I've been playing with this stuff. Had some bad reactions, so quit for a while, but now I started again and it's really pleasurable now. I'm just getting to training my rear muscles to do the things I want. I find that just squeezing doesn't work too good, I find that it helps mostly to 'bear down' a bit, but not like trying to poop. When I do that the feeling is very good and then followed by a squeeze it seems to jump the device around. I've also gotten just this evening so I can make a light squeeze, kind of like a twinge and that too is pleasurable following the 'bear'. Any how I had a good session early this AM when I woke up about 5AM and started playing with my Peridise, then the MGX followed by the Maximus and then the Helix syn. I like the MGX best, it seems to produce the best feelings. So I did that for about an hour, then quit and fell asleep again, then woke up with a hard on like I haven't had in a year or so (old and heart medicine...read ED) anyhow I started stroking the hard and it really felt good and got so excited I got the tools out again. I was so excited I just had to ejaculate since I do it so rarely. I managed to do that when the Helix was in. But at my age, boy it takes it out of me. Didn't feel bad like I did in the past, but still took all morning to recover. I think the prostate is starting to learn to feel good and the sphincter is learning the right moves. Right now I have another MGX type in sitting at my computer chair that's a another brand, with the handle cut off and polished so it's only got the tab which is not like the Aneros, it's more of a bulb, but boy it's feeling good and I can do the twitching thing and it's real nice. Maybe I'm getting this. It's taken a while. The dick is drooling nicely at the moment.

I've been using Lynx for lube lately but also have some Slippery Stuff which doesn't seem to last long but it's more slippery, and have some Boy Butter on order I'm going to try. I could get to like this. But I have to stay away from it sometimes for a while, it takes me a while to build up enough semen. I could see it could be possible to get off without playing with the dick too.