How can I classify my progress

Hi everybody!

I am new here and wanna thank all of you for your forum!

I am using the Aneros Helix for the 10th time and I must say...
It´s worth - all the money and all the time 🙂

Also I have been using anal toys for years (and I am NOT gay 😉
the best results have been with Aneros

The first time I used the aneros I did not feel anything and I was quite unsatisfied... I thought my prostate could have been injured by the use of anal toys in the past, because I cannot feel the kind of "pain" I felt when I explored my prostate for the first time.
(Or can it no longer be excited because of the use of bigger toys???)

I still do not feel it!

But there is a kind of sensation that has nothing to do with "physical touch".

I would like to know, how I could classify my progress on that, because I do not feel any of the listed "normal" feelings!

I do not even have an erection (sometimes I do have for a few minutes and it´s very hard!) or any precum!

What I feel is a kind of a "high" in the area of my stomach.

It´s like a yawn at the beginning - then:
I do feel something building up in my body and my sense is modified.

I do not feel anything that reminds me of an orgasm, but I feel a warmth in my body and my breathing is a LOT faster!!
And I feel my pulse all over the body.

After a few minutes of building up, this all seems to end - or I cannot hold it up longer...

I feel a wave of coldness from my feed up to my stomach and that´s how it ends...

This all is not as intensive as a "normal" orgasm - it´s more like a good feeling that turns into a kind of warm, light wave and ends in something cold and unpleasant 😉 hehe

Could ANYONE tell me what I do wrong or what I do right? 🙂

Two questions:

1.) I have read, that the movements should be very... mh calm to do it right. B Mayfield said that this is a very sensitive point and one should do it slowly...
I can only reach that point if I do it like 2 movements in one second
Is this too fast?

2.) In the describtion it is said:

"When the Aneros Massager gets you to that pinnacle where ejaculation feels imminent"

How should one bring that to ones mind - do I have EXACTLY the same feelings as building up an ejacul. orgasm?
Just without having any physical stimulation on one´s penis?

Thank you a lot for reading and for your suggestions 🙂