Holy Progress, Batman!

It's been about a year since I started this journey. I thrive on immediate gratification, so this has been a good learning experience for me.

As I'm typing this up, my heart is still racing and my breath is still heavy from the session I just ended. This was very obvious progress towards something.

I lay in bed, looking at things that look good to me, thinking thoughts, a light caress here or there. I've tried the do-nothing, I've tried a variety of kegel variations. Today I noticed a different sensation when pushing "out." I kind of envision it as pushing my prostate into the toy instead of brushing the toy against it. That threw me into a sea I hadn't been in before. I don't know if it was everything I could take or not, but I know that experienced a dry-o, the first one on my journey. I didn't get that high again in my session, but it was a state that I hadn't been in before. It was worth the wait so far.

Some of us area searching for the end, the super-o, but I'm having fun on the journey. Omg I'm tired.