HFO vs Super O

Here I lie, with the well lubed Helix wandering to and fro, sending me into waves of energized pleasure.

I began with the Helix years ago, after trying stupidly to form my own eupho out of wood to avoid the risk of order discovery. Like many, I stumbled at first, wondering how others could report such amazing experiences while nothing that fantastic was happening to me. Don't get me wrong - It felt great - I was far beyond the younger fear of anal insertion and was mostly relaxed. But these forum stories and xtube videos all seemed like they must be made up.

Then something happened. Was it the "cheek spreading", or more focused de-focused relaxing, or kegal motions encouraging the helix to leave my ass, as an invitation for it to draw itself back in? One day, it took over completely, taking itself in, out, in, out, cock growing. In, out, in out, cock pulsing. In out in out, autofucking me into a wild HFO.

All the advice in this forum to not focus on ejaculation? To that I wanted to say "fuck you!" This was too amazingly mindfuckingly fabulous to not enjoy!

So of course, the journey would continue, with many more sessions, sometimes four hours long. Nipples joining the fun, becoming extra sensory. Many more models, with the Eupho a gentle favorite. Many more aless sessions. The body becoming more wired - often aless spasms in my mouth, neck and back making it hard to get to sleep. Those claiming to sleep with aneros? No longer possible for me. The spams too wild. But the super o? Who gives a shit, this it too great, even though it doesn't feel at all like the super o descriptions. Are they all made up?

Then something else happened. in a deep session, my eyes focused on the deep dark space ahead, my face and tongue thrusting wildly, my legs tingling from toes to calves to thighs, my back spasming, and finally, my whole body covered in waves of roving pleasure. No HFO here. Who needs it. This must be it. How did I do that? Do I care?

Well, I guess I do. Why not have both, as the mood would have me? Why not a four hour morning culminating in multiple super o's, and then an afternoon culminating in a HFO? Perhaps some estim mixed in? I deserve it. Let's have fun not trying and enjoy the ride.