Help Please-gctid1674

I am 32 male and i have been sticking things up my rectum since i was too young to mention. I belive its the best feeling in the world far beyond what any porn star on a movie could do as far as animal screams. my record was at 26 i had 2 fists and the prep for that was a 3.5 inch wide eggplant.

When i got into wide things i srarted expiriencing rectal prolapse forced through hard fast 4 inch penetrations with a 2.5 inch diameter dildo...using j-lube i have had sustained liquid orgasms lasting 3 to 5 minutes and my entire penis and protate would go numb from the pounding abuse it was taking but like a drug i can no longer get that high ...and now i have battered my rectum to the point where recently i have had some pain and lack of feeling in my penis when erect. I am wondering if i will repair my self with time or have i finally damamged the nerves?

I want to say for the record ...the orgasms i had my GF and i laugh till this day because once she made me cry in a good way from punch fisting my rectum at what we counted to be 100 pumps per minute for over a half hour with small 60 second rests with liquid cum dripping constantly for the entire duration...we we both exhausted and amazed at how long i came and how many times ..she actually admits to being fully jelous she cant obtain the same pleasure.