discovered how to have HFWO

So, I think I may have inadvertently trained myself on how to have a HFWO (hands free wet orgasm) and I thought I'd share my experience here for others to contemplate. I've been using prostate massagers for several years now and have consistently had wonderful experiences, and have even had the elusive Super-O a couple of times. Usually the orgasms I have are accompanied by precum of various amounts depending on several factors, however, this new experience with the HFWO has been much different. I'd compare it to being much more similar to a traditional (penile) orgasm, but without a typical refraction period. Ejaculations are plentiful and repeatable, even continuous sometimes. Everything feels so perfect when the release happens, it's very freeing and pleasurable. I wouldn't say it's better than the best prostate orgasms I've had, and some of the auto-contractions and pleasure waves that those entail, but it's definitely a new and different experience.

On some of the longer (regular) sessions I've had, I've noticed that I will occasionally have to pee during the session. Typically, I would interrupt the session so I could go relieve myself and then continue the session if I still feel like it, but recently I wondered what would happen if I continued through the feeling that I'm getting when I have to pee. There's sort of this intuition that you have to push past mentally in order to be able to achieve this. It's like my mind is telling me 'no, don't do this, peeing = bad.' Making sure that I have adequate materials underneath to absorb everything is very necessary to help not have to worry about any consequences. Without any consequences, theoretically, these subconscious inhibitions should be less difficult to overcome. 

The first time I did it, I was pushing (guiding maybe?) the feeling of having to pee during the normal motions of my session (about mid-ways into the session I think). I did eventually push all the way past the feeling and started peeing. When I realized I was peeing and not ejaculating, I shamefully cut it off and that was the end of that session. The shame part is an important detail I think, too, because I think it is something that is instilled in us as children and can be difficult to overcome... Even though I realize this, it is still challenging to get past that sort of mental block. I should note, also, that it's important to be aware of how badly you have to pee. I think, ideally, you would only want to have a little in there.

The second time was  a little better. I just tried to focus on that feeling of using the pc muscles like when you have to pee. Eventually, I can kind of feel the pee pushing everything else to the front, which feels great. Teasing that feeling, and sort of naturally letting everything build up until I am able to release is the key, and getting past any shame/reluctance/inhibition from peeing. When I was able to release this time, it was different because I just barely pushed past the urge to urinate and actually ejaculated instead. After ejaculating, it becomes easier to do it again and longer without actually peeing but it's sort of a combination of the two really.

Anyway, sorry this is all over the place and kind of random and too long already!! I just thought maybe it could help someone along on their journey, I'd be happy to discuss any questions or hear of similar experiences people have had 🙂