Christmas Eve

I suppose more than anything, this is by way of introduction and a comment.

My name is Jim (and I've petitioned the powers that be to change my ever so descriptive username from aneros_user49950 to GasJim. The former is accurate, I suppose, but the latter reflects my decision to be an anesthesiologist. I am 62 years old, and have been the diametric opposite of a tantric sex folllower my entire life. Pretty much stick it in and get us off, ya know? My current wife (I made a mistake or two in my earlier years) is a wonderful woman whom I love very much. She sort of started my thinking on anal play...early in our deal she started fingering my prostate. I enjoyed it, some. So, over the last 5-6 years, I've explored some other prostate massage sort of stuff, including a very nice little vibrator. All of this enhanced my experiences...but I was pretty much at...see above.

I bought a Vice thinking it might be a bit better little (err, not so little) vibrator for my prostate. And then I started reading on what an aneros is supposed to do. And I found that (as so many here, no doubt), intriguing. So I got a helix...and started fiddling toward a hand free...no real success...yet...

In parallel, having discovered this community, I started reading it...and then found the Wiki...and, well, the instruction book...and finally I am paying more attention to doing it right. Oh, so up until today, I've had 4-5 sessions...not much longer than a half hour each. I noted that aneroshypnosis thingy and tried it...but didn't really work it hard (so to speak). During one of those sessions, I did hit a spot that felt pretty darn good and worked it for a while. At any rate, I've not worked the program well, so to speak. As an aside, I did discover that I am attracted to trancing (from the hypno session) and that has opened up yet another area of pursuit of sensuality. I suppose at the end of the day, as an established major Alpha male...chief of a department...I am a classic example of the guy who would pursue a bit of fem-dom.

So I was on call this weekend (48 hours in the hospital...and I only got around 3 hours of sleep the whole time). I did my job, of course, but I did spend some more time reading on the Wiki and other folks comments. I came home this morning, took a nap, woke up pretty horny, cleand out, inserted, and spent a couple of hours with it in. Tried some relaxation, tried some porn, tried some trancing (which felt pretty good). I was working hard to not have any preconceptions of where to go...just a plan on some experiements on the way. Found a nice sensation, and worked it...what was the image from the wiki? Trying not to jerk the lure out of the fish's mouth...just gently pursuing it. A few trembles, a few twitches, more than a fair amount of pre-cum, but no major events...just...pleasant. I made a point NOT to masturbate or anything after.

And that leads to my comment. I am going to try again tonight at bedtime. And I feel such an exciting sense of anticipation. Ya know that feeling when you were a kid and it was Christmas Eve and you KNEW there was great stuff and you KNEW you WERE gonna get it soon? That's exactly how I feel...only more-so. As an aside, I once got Fentanyl (a very powerful synthetic narcotic) when I was having a surgical procedure under spinal...and that generated EXACTLY the same feeling. Oh, and my wife is currently living in New Mexico (building our retirement house) and so I have some time to play. I hope that I'll get to the point within the next month (when next I see her) that I will have something to share. She'll love it.

It is very nice. This is starting in the direction of an excellent journey. And I feel very, very good. Love to hear your comments.

Jim