Changed my position, and finally had a Super-O

I posted this over on reddit, but I figured I'd come here too and post about, as some people here may even have some insight about some things.. Some background: Been using the Aneros since I was in my early 20s (almost 13/14 years now), have had some OOBs before, and what I had considered to be Super-Os, but nothing like I did last night. 

I decided to try changing my position again, this time I wanted to try getting my feet flat on my bed. So what I did was:

1. I tried putting two pillows under my knees to force my feet flat.
2. Did the crimson wolf relaxation, without the leg part.
3. After 15-20 minutes of relaxation, inserted the Aneros.

This time though I also tried to prepare my brain that whatever happens is normal and fine, and not to worry where it goes mentally. The last few times have freaked me out a bit about some of the things my brain conjures up during a session.

After relaxing, I actually got really horny without the Aneros inserted, which was interesting because that doesn't always happen, but I felt my body wanting it bad. Not just bad, I wanted one of the bigger models, so I decided when it was time, I'd use the Maximus Trident.

Then it was time to insert the Aneros, I did so, and it just slid in really easily. like REALLY easily. Within seconds of this I already felt pleasure. I teased my body a little bit, but I always wait until after I let my body to adjust to the Aneros to touch my nipples.

After another 5 minutes, it was time. The pleasure, was insane. And after 20 minutes I had to take it out. But I wasn't done.

This is where the real story starts. I slid in the MGX Trident, relaxed again for about 5 minutes, and started.

And then the pleasure started building. It was intense, very intense. I once again told my mind, whatever happens is perfectly normal and fine, and that I would enjoy it no matter what.

Then my emotions went, really strange, and this is where things went timeless. You know how you can feel happy, or sad, or hungry? My mind told me I was feeling "beautiful", like if beauty was tangible and you could touch it. I could make my ass and aneros touch this tangible object.

Then something strange happen, but I didn't let it frighten me, I re-framed it as exciting. There was a post on reddit by another guy who said he had something similar happen. But for whatever reason, my mind started seeing a huge black dick. I don't know why, and I don't know why black either. I'm not gay, but I just let my mind do it's thing, and in my mind, said "this is normal, let it happen". I think that really helped me relax and calmed my brain down enough. In my mind this dick was fucking me. I wanted it to fuck me. My mind started to attached someone to the dick. Again I just let it happen.

I started to feel this strange, pillowy softness emanating from my perineum, and within seconds of this, pleasure, washed over my entire body, and it wouldn't stop, it just happened with every thrust, and I started to scream out. I immediately identified this as a super orgasm, it was so impossibly good, and I could just feel all those muscles in my ass and perineum auto fucking and it felt like it was literally vibrating. For a second, I legitimately even thought I was actually being fucked in the ass by the person my mind invented.

Then the dick that was in my mind had melted away, and instead I could see White smoke, then black smoke mixed with it, and the finally, green and yellow smoke mixed in too. Then the pleasure stopped for just a second, and even though I didn't want to cum, I knew I couldn't handle this level yet, and ended up jerking off, and having the most intense orgasm. I screamed REALLY loud, something along the lines of "please fuck my ass!"

After I was laying in bed, and I could feel this amazing feeling at the crown on my head, originating from the base of my spine. When I close my eyes now, you know how you can kind of see color? For me, it's always just been greenish, but now, in my left eye, I can see red, red little lines swerving and wiggling around like those really tiny fish you see in ponds. I could also see gray snow falling downwards into my eyes even though I was on my side. I've never seen this before.

After I woke up, I could still see this. The crown of my head feels good, but it feels like it's burning now (inb4 Kundalini syndrome). I feel energy going through my spinal column, I can even feel it in the tips of my fingers right now. I feel like I could reach out and shoot energy out of my fingers.

My perineum feels really good, and if I rub it, it feels like I could orgasm. I was feeling sick the last few days since the first time I tried feet flat earlier in the week, but today I feel the best I have in years. I also checked and I am not interested in men 😂, so I'm going to assume my mind was just trying to make sense of something it didn't understand. If it happens again, I'll just let my body enjoy it. What's the old saying? When in Rome? 😉

Still don't know what the smoke visualization was, and why those colors. Any ideas?