Attention Deficit

Although I’ve been enjoying the Helix Syn and Peridise for a year with fluctuating levels of success, from feeling nothing, to transient pleasures, to feelings beyond imagination, my challenge at a fundamental root level is my inability to retain singular focus for any extended period of time. While mind wandering is common to all, those of us that have struggled throughout our lives with inattention, distraction, and an inability to focus are challenged to be present. Attention Deficit can be pervasive and intrusive in all endeavors. The success of my Aneros sessions are directly related to the elimination of all distractions combined with an almost meditative like singular focus on the pleasure I feel in one specific area and that could be my anus, rectum, perineum, prostate, or the kundalini area. But, the key for me is a singular focus on just one and initially it is the sensation of the Helix in my anus. Again in a meditative sense I am aware of sensations arising but if I continue to return to my primary driver of the Helix and how my anus feels as it draws it inward the pleasure increases and spreads throughout my entire body. If my anus centric focus continues the experience becomes vibratory and then subtle involuntary muscular contractions arise. At this point the only effort is one of retaining focus on the center of my pleasure source, the anus, and allowing the pleasurable and orgasmic events to arise in an unrestricted experience.
I am sharing my experience of Attention Deficit because of the frustration it subtly yet significantly brought to bear in my Aneros journey and I hope this may help others in our community.