An Experiment. Am I unique?

Ok so most of you know of my roadblocks in recent sessions. So i have taken to experimenting and taking notes in sessions to see what the problem might be. Today something interesting happened.

After a poor session today in which i felt only small feelings i decide to have another. This time however i just decide to go aneros-less.

I lay there and i am contracting my muscles inside, some holds, some hard 'pumping' actions. Guess what? within minutes i have a mini orgasm. The best thing is i can keep going using this method, for as long as am able, im not bored either... i feel very active but in a good way. I then insert my eupho syn and it immediately numbs the sensations and muscles dancing and pumping stops. It nearly kills the session.

I remove it and continue as before and hey, guess what? orgasms.

So this give credence to the notion that i stated some time ago that the aneros, for some weird reason, somehow stifles and blocks pleasure! even though it unlocked in the first place it seems now to be actively roadblocking me.

I feel that because of this my device choices should be very small, ie the peridise and also, the zini janus models (small ones). I seem to need a lot of muscle 'freedom' in my ass for me to continue beyond 5 mins, THAT is why things stop dead for me, i get initial feels of awakening upon device insertion then the device itself becomes my own worst enemy. Even as i type this my muscles are going wild and i am getting the strongest orgasmic feelings Ive had in many months.

I fee i am unique in reporting this, this is a duality. I feel happy because of this but also really pissed at those that never have such troubles and how difficult it has been to figure out this seemingly rare 'mystery'.