Almost there, and back

Hi,

I just wanted to share my experience this far. I have to tell someone or I'll go mad.

I am bisexual. In bed, with the right male partner, I tend to become very girly and concentrate almost exclusively on my partner's pleasure. This is also when I get most pleasure out of anal sex. In one particular occasion, and with only one partner ever, I got so strong sensations from anal stimulation that I lost my erection, and I rode a wave of multiple orgasms, without ejaculation or refractory period. In fact, when my stud was satisfied, I wanted very much to keep going!

But it didn't work out like that and, since he never accepted to meet me again, that was my only experience of multiple orgasm. I could't even relate with others, because everybody else I spoke with seems to associate this experience with ejaculation... until I found Aneros users!

So, years later, here I am trying my first Aneros, the Helix Classic. The first time I use it, I have strong sensations on the prostate, this may be what are called the p-waves. I do a lot of hip-rocking. The second time sensations grow stronger, as do anal sensations. The third time I prepare very thoroughly, play the Aneros hypnosis session, have some of the most vivid fantasies and some of the strongest physical sensations. Still no orgasms, but I was moaning and rolling on the bed, and for the first time I have what in the milestones is defined as "Involuntary clamping with a hint of climax", with the bottom half of my body and my arms up to the shoulder locked up. I don't touch myself and I don't ejaculate.

And that's it. From the fourth session, nothing. Very bland sensations, and the p-tab has become more uncomfortable than it was to begin with. I have used the Helix about three times, and it looks like I have started from scratch. Can't say why yet, maybe after the third session I started to try doing it more "by the book" while I should obviously just have kept doing what I was doing despite it not working for most (strong contractions and movements, watching porn). I tried a t-orgasm, and it was pleasurable, but since then it looks like some of my lust is gone, as if holding back ejaculation would help with that.

Keep you posted.