Aless Success

So I've been using the Progasm Jr. for a year now. First 6 months or so were nice but nothing super impressive. Then last fall, something started to click--the rewiring had begun. Nothing that I would call an outright orgasm, but very nice sessions that were meditative and relaxing if nothing else. Got a Helix Syn last week and it has really upped the game! Could definitely feel myself getting more rewired, though I would still often end sessions with a traditional O.

Fast forward to yesterday. Husband & I are visiting Canada, so I decided to get some pot. Now, I'm not a regular user by any means. I've only smoked a handful of times and those times were almost always at orgies/bate sessions. So I knew that pot was a good additive for really powerful sex. Well, I overdid it and ended up in paranoia/panic mode. Got back to the hotel room (husband says it took at most 30 minutes, felt to me like it took hours). Got settled in bed in a t-shirt and jock briefs. Took maybe another thirty minutes to finally come down enough from panic to really good and relaxed.

Here's where the magic happened. I was going to try to sleep off the buzz. And as I relaxed more, my lower pelvic muscles started doing their thing. Just nice slow involuntaries that gradually built (though with the pot effecting my sense of time, I'm not sure how gradual the build up was). Anyway, it was feeling really good, but I wanted to sleep so I made myself totally relax. BAM. I started shaking and convulsing uncontrollably and had my first p-orgasm (in about 25 years--used to get these occasionally when I was much younger). I again tried to relax once the wave subsided and BAM it happened again. My husband thought I was having a seizure--I informed him that I was cumming.

Now, I always knew this was possible--I wouldn't have gotten two different models if I didn't think so. I also always thought that some of the videos online were rather exaggerated (I still think some of them are). I expected the aneros inspired orgasms to feel good but not make me totally lose control. I was so wrong. Not only was I moaning and shaking, but my cock got harder than it has in years. I also leaked so much precum that my briefs were soaked, although that is not unusual for me (I've always been a leaker). Still, at least three or four times, I had dry penile orgasms where my cock was sticking straight out, throbbing, and I involuntarily started thrusting my hips like I was shooting a load; other than the precum, though, nothing came out. I still haven't ejaculated. I am pretty sure that if I actually had my Helix Syn with me/inside me, I probably would have had a wet orgasm, too. Aside from the small/medium/large prostate-orgasms and the dry penile-orgasms, I know I had at least one Super O. I mean this shit built up in my groin and spread through my whole body and it just felt like I was being fucked by the universe.

I'm concerned that I will not be able to relax enough without pot to reach this level again. However, I keep reminding myself of a few things. First, the rewiring process takes a long time, so this was going to happen sooner or later--the pot just helped me not put up a wall this time. I now know that I can be full-body orgasmic (again) and this should make future sessions easier. Second, I didn't even have the aneros with me. So even without a stimulant, I know next time I'll have this magical little tool to help me out.

Finally, I'd say if you keep getting close but not quite feeling it, just be patient. Relax yourself before you begin a session in whatever way works for you. And as hard as it can be, don't expect anything to happen. Know that it CAN happen but also that it might not--and that's okay. Especially, work at being able to isolate the muscle movements. When you tighten up, whether on purpose or involuntarily, breathe and slowly relax everything. Then, what helps me/feels damn good is to squeeze very lightly the anal canal. Someone else (apologies, can't remember which member) suggested that it's easiest to do this by simply thinking about the squeeze instead of trying to force it to happen. This is very true. I kind of have a mantra now that goes "squeeze lightly, squeeze lightly" and then I can feel it happening.

Okay, sorry for the lengthy post that got somewhat rambling. I just had to share this experience and, well, it's not something you necessarily send out as a text message 😀 Plus I knew that if anyone would understand, you guys would!