A session like never before....for me

Hi guysI'd like to share an experience I had with a session yesterday. I believe it was a turning point in my journey and I'm really excited about it.
I had been at work all day. My day starts at 5am so I got home about 1:30pm. I had been feeling nicely 'prostate horny' all day so needless to say I was looking forward to getting home! I was probably naked 2 minutes after walking in the door!
I stared off with my best aneros buddy, my helix syn. After I slid him in I started having the usual nice feelings. I told my body....'you just do whatever you like. I'm along for the ride and will love whatever you give me'.
It started off with a few mini o's. Now, since everyone is different I will tell you that I define my mini o a very minor version of the anal contractions I feel when having a traditional orgasm. They aren't earth shattering or anything, but they do feel nice, and they don't last long.
After a few minutes I could feel myself starting to clench my helix just a little bit tighter, drawing him in. It was subtle at first. Soon I was starting to do 'involuntary' contractions. I call them involuntary because I didn't feel like I was initiating them, they were just happening. I felt like I could stop them if I wanted to but but for God sake, why would I? It felt great. They slowly built up to a series of quite strong and fast contractions that went on about 10 minutes I would guess. My body was obviously loving my helix he was returning the favour!
Eventually they subsided and things calmed down for a while. I rested for a bit. I had not had anything like an orgasm yet, but I was feeling really good.
After about 5 minutes I felt like it was time to switch to my progasm. I will quite often switch to him during my session. I love the full feeling.
As soon as he was in place I could feel myself pull him in and contract nicely. At this point I rolled over on my stomach, being sure to have my penis pointing down towards me feet so I would over stimulate it. I started slowly doing some grinding motions. Very quickly my whole body stared to feel like it was building towards something. I kept telling it...'do what you like and I will love what you give me'.
What came next was unbelievable. I came to a state of bliss I feel at the moment just before I ejaculate, but I stayed there! Instead of a second or two, it went on and on. I was laying there moaning and my body was in a continuous state of orgasm tension. It would subside for a bit then start again. The sensation was not localized, it was everywhere. I can't say I had great pleasure in my anus or in my abdomen per se, although i was definitely aware of great feelings down there. It's just that my whole body was feeling that way, so it wasn't the centre of my attention like it is during a normal orgasm. This probably went on for 10 minutes or so. It was fabulous!
Eventually, it got to the point where it began to feel like i was going to have a wet o. When that started building, it caught my attention and kinda broke the spell. Last week i had a similar session but not as intense. That ended with a wet o, and i didn't want that to happen again so I started concentrating on that, and that's what brought me out of it.
After my session was over I was left with a sense of well being and boy did I feel good. Even as i write this this morning, I can feel the nice tingling in my abdomen...I may have to have another session today.
I don't want to get caught up in the whole 'was that a super o' discussion because i think once you start down that path, it only leads to expectations and frustration. I do know that my body gave me something wonderful yesterday, and I also know that it will give it to me again when it's ready.
This is a wonderful journey of self discovery. It's not a linear one and there are backwards steps now and then, but overall I'm loving it. I must say also that I learn so much from this forum and some of the posts, that every once in a while something I read clicks and I think..'Yes, that's it!'.
Thanks for reading this...I just wanted to share it!

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