A new mindset

That is great to read.

Congratulations!

I was confused about "letting go" because I'm pretty good at that. I think now that I am letting go and having orgasms, just not the kind I was expecting. I'm happy that I figured this piece out for myself. I don't have to be defensive anymore. They're serious when they say that we're all different. I just didn't know how I was different.
Nothing has changed except my mindset.

EXCELLENT discovery, the adventure continues, to find your uniqueness, embrace it and then savor it is one of the gifts this journey can bestow upon us, congratulations.
Good Vibes to You !

@Euphemistic --- How amazing is that buddy! A thought, a belief, an internal conversation that changes our lives...just tremendous!

I too have had such pronounced and prolonged success that when I'm not having orgasms, I often find myself thinking about how many wonderful sessions I've had!

I've finally stopped wondering IF I'll have more, and can now relax in the knowledge that I WILL have more, when the opportunity is right! Such a great place to be!

TG

Thanks everyone. It's another step. What a odd, simple, elegant step it is!

"If I let it, I will enter a altered state where everything seems erotic."

Definitely this for me! My best experiences are very similar to yours, in that I don't get full release. It's just that my whole body turns on. In describing it to my wife I say simply, "I feel like sex". It's a great sensation. Can last 30 minutes or more. And similarly, I have very little body reaction to anything. No quaking and no involuntaries.


It has been like that for me for months and months, and it may be my experience from here on out. Although I will say that I have had another breakthrough this week that might or might not lead to something else. . .


If I really fall deep enough into myself, often with the aid of the dirtiest kind of fantasy, the way in which my whole body is pulled into the original sensation gets. . . somehow more aggressive. For the first time, yesterday, I actually started to feel what I think were my first involuntaries ever after 3 years of intense practice. Not that they led to anything, but still fun to experience if that is indeed what they were.

Enjoy(ing) the view from the plateau. . .


--gregor

Hi Gregor. What does your wife reply when you say "I feel like sex"? :-))

Keep exploring the boundaries of the plateau! You never know what you may find. I found something this weekend when I was smoking salvia divinorum and edging. (Attn @anerico) I was at the PONR and just abstracted enough from the salvia experience to hold the sensations of the PONR and circulate that sexual energy around my body via microcosmic orbit for a long time. That was amazing to me but afterwards some of that energy has remained! Now I'm feeling it most of the time. It's like being super aroused for me.

Sounds like something has shifted for both of us.