1 Year in

I had several months of not using and came back, it seems like the break did not harm me as things seemed to go very well. I tried THC for the first time and it really seems to help me. (I have not used THC in years). 

I seem to get going easier and faster, and the sexual energy seems to be amped up a good bit. My first couple of sessions I ended with a traditional ejaculation which was very intense. Today I headed down that road but stopped, so it will be interesting to see if this ups my arousal. (Day 3 or SR).  I also cut my edible in half and still had a great session. I am wondering if getting things "woken up" I could then go back to sober sessions, I will try that sometime and see.

Part of the reason I stopped is I was stuck and it was kinda blah, but now I see new possibilities opening up. I marked down that I was having P waves, but now this is more intense, so maybe I only had good feelings, or less intense ones. Once I get going whatever this is comes and spikes and fades out. But a little concentration, or a different position and it is right back.

Needless to say I am thrilled with this new whatever it is, now to stay away for a few more days...... and try again.