I’ve made little progress since my last blog. I’ve actually felt some pleasure not in my prostate but in my anus. I’ve decided that since I can feel sensations in my anus I would focus on that since I don’t really feel anything in my prostate. Not until I’m very aroused anyway. Here’s how my session went. I began by taking a hot shower, witch is something I’ve found helps me relax, then after I dried of I lied in...

I’m having a hard time with the rewireing process. Progress hash been slow it took me quite a while before I even noticed any sensations but things are slowly getting better. Hardest part for me is getting over the fact that I’m not guaranteed an orgasm at the end. But I realize that the traditional ejaculatpry orgasm doesn’t serve me nor satisfy me. I need something more and I want so badly to experience this. I’m frustrated with myself for...