So my wife so nicely edged me last night for about an hour, first with conscious stimulation for 10 minutes, letting me show her how to do it with my penis, testicles, nipples and all of that good stuff. Then she edged me for another 45 minutes more "casually". Then I went upstairs and inserted the toy, very easy and no muss or fuss. This time I started to feel my prostate and had the beginnings of orgasmic sensation in nipples and...

Last time, my first session, I inserted the toy wrong. This time I oriented it correctly and everything went much easier. I think my rectum is getting benefit from this practice, actually, rather than hurting in any way. I had been edged by my wife, and hoped this arousal would spill over into the session but I’m not sure it did. I tried on my stomach, on my sides, on my back. It was difficult to feel much and my focus was...

In my teen years I masturbated to porn so often, 16 being my record as far as I remember. Sometimes I’d get into the shower and stick a finger up my butt and massage my prostate while I masturbated my penis. That’s the extent of my butt play. Today, I’m in my early 60s and I had continued to masturbate every day, sometimes twice a day, and I was a compulsive porn user. But I stopped both masturbation and porn about...