OK, let's get this going. Remembering the guide, I started with breathing. And thinking "don't touch my cock". Got to the light flexing stage. Started getting some trembling in the legs. Is this good? Then all of a sudden I've got a rock hard cock. Harder than I've been for some time. It distracted my thoughts, and then I'm back to square one. Working at getting things going again. Very slow though, but nice. Finally getting some twitching in my legs. Slowly...
Been thinking about how to improve. Found a great guide here, and can see that I'd not invested enough time in the session. Also realised how different this was to using any other toy. This definitely isn't like a vibrator. It needs time and attention. Decided to try out the Helix again, but this time just to get used to it. Slipped it in for an hour, and got on with an otherwise normal Sunday afternoon. Caught myself clamping down on it...
Never had a toy up my arse before. Have tried a finger from time to time, but nothing else. So I was keen to take things easy. I'm not gay, but I'm also not shy of exploring some anal delights. Truth is, I have wanted to get an anal toy for a long time. But what would my wife say! I ordered a beginner's butt plug, to warm up with, and a Helix. That was a week ago. Been thinking about getting...