Session 5

And after another day off, I felt right as rain, no ‘out of it feeling,’ so I’ll be doing this twice a week with an occasional third time if the stars align.

For this session #5:
Morning, 1.5 hours

This time I used a coconut suppository and it worked better. Not perfect. After maybe 20 minutes, I’m still getting that irritation where the anus grips the aneros but it’s better. Though having to relube is a pain in the butt, quite literally.

The urge to purge is nearly all gone now, and it’s become much, much easier to put the massager in and remove it.

And the massager is doing it’s work better now. I experienced several cycles of auto-contractions. On some of them my prostate ‘bloomed’ with pleasure, lots and lots of leaking. Amazing and very enjoyable 🙂

But I’ve got to work on relaxing more. My heart was still up, and the novelty of all this was still making my body nervous. I’ve become more comfortable with it, and I know my body likes it since I had quite a bit of pleasure already, so I’ll just have to be patient.

Meanwhile, I’ll just enjoy the random ‘butt buzz,’ ‘pelvic engorging,’ random pleasure, and higher libido. Oh, pity me 😛