ede_1943's Journal
ed's journey
it seems that almost every time i lie down on my back now my prostate and/or anus demands my attention--it's as if they want an aneros session and are letting me know about it--especially when i lie on my back before sleep and breath deeply to get my nose/sinuses clear so i don't have to…
ed's journey
tried my modified mgx again today and it still gets the heart rate and buzz going right away--haven't been able to keep the good feelings generated long enough to string anything out, no matter how much i try to relax--but i have noticed that whenever anything happens it always gets better or remains longer if…
ed's journey
played with moving the p-tab to hit the sweet spot--thought it was up higher towards my balls where the tab couldn't reach, but before i went in that direction i tried the direction that everyone else has gone in and it was the right direction after all--added candle wax to the tab on the stem…
ed's journey
well, i guess it's not so easy!--today's sessions, while not totally useless, were not an advance over yesterday's success--i had a few things to encourage me but not the advancement from yesterday's starting point--seems like i've taken a slight step backward--but i do think that my p-tab does not go far enough toward my balls…
ed's journey
WOW!!--getting there finally!--started off session on my back with a small wadded towel under my belt line, albolene and swiss navy silicone on my mgx--no arousal--this time i pulled the p-tab up away from my ass to get it as high as i could, stuffed as much of my scrotum as i could under the…
ed's journey
well, it's not as easy as i thought that it would be--thought i had it cracked the other day but i'm still a long way from being there--still worth the effort though--tried the methods of fleshjoe and thicktop4u, pushing the p tab as far towards the anus as possible and rocking the hips like climbing…
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this is great--i now seem to be able to feel my prostate and stroke myself, hands off, while just sitting and watching tv--the sensations i get while contracting slightly are remarkably similar to those i get during my aneros sessions, centering around my prostate and making me aware of its presence, with a slight throbbing…
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boy!--everyone always said subtle was the word but i never guessed it would take such a subtle touch--i thought that the aneros movement would be felt as an in and out stroking movement, even if it were subtle, but to me, it is just a buzz in my ass hole around the massager--it doesn't feel…
ed's journey
after the buzzing of the last session i knew what i was looking for at last--this time i discovered that when i pressed my hips down while flat on my back and using my breathing i could get the feeling-whatever it was- to shadow the breathing--to be in sync with the breathing---now i thought that…
ed's journey
had a lot of sessions with little or no result--just some twinges every now and then--then 2 sessions ago i had some "buzzing" in my anus around the massager and i thought , this is what it is and not the massager stroking in and out or pounding around down there