I was so close, i feel!

Ps. I went into this session with no expectations of the outcome. Also, I wasn’t able to achieve any involuntary movements from my Aneros

My thoughts are that the longer you hold off ejaculating and enjoy the feeling in your prostate, the more progress you will make!  It sounds like you've gotten pretty far already which is great considering you said your time is limited and that you started very recently. 

Posted by: @yoyo23

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I could feel this pleasure growing and it lasted for a little. Like the feeling you are in that "feel I'm going to cum" stage. It did subside and things still felt good however I couldn't get myself back to this feeling. Shortly after I did stop my session and got up. My whole body was still tingling, parts of me felt a little numb too which is wearing off. 

I remember this happening to me and have been trying to get back to this place because it's delicious.  You're making good progress already, just keep going!  There's no set timeline for when things should happen for you. 

Thank you I appreciate the reply. I was beginning to wonder if my post was reply worthy.

the session started a little frustratingly. I was waiting for a package to deliver and I just couldn’t get in the zone wondering when it would be delivered and I can get back to it all haha. 

Admittedly I did not finish by ejaculating and knew deep down this would be the best way to handle things. I will keep at it and just remember to try roll with it all and take it how it comes.

a fair bit into the session nothing much was happening. After rolling to my left side and clamping on my nipple that’s when things got quite nice. I never thought I’d like it but after reading here the people stimulate their nipples I even found myself squeezing the $shit out of it. It was such a turn on. 

Was this building feeling perhaps a P wave? I’m trying to understand things?

@yoyo23 It's hard to say definitely what anything is, because I don't know what you felt.  I can link you the definition of the P-wave on the Wiki, but ultimately we all define things in our own way and honestly I'm a bit frustrated with some of the definitions because they don't really tell me what to expect.  What I used to think of as a mini-O I've decided was actually just a mild P-wave, over time.  Then I thought P-waves were rhythmic and just felt like an inevitable force bearing down on me.  Now I just had a session a couple days ago where when it was really good, I felt pleasure rippling outward from my prostate all the way up the length of my penis and all the day down to the bottom of my balls in a way that I've never experienced before.  Maybe THAT'S a P-wave and I've had it wrong all along!  So really I encourage you to call it whatever you'd like but be open-minded about it all and don't get hung up on definitions, just enjoy the sensations and welcome the pleasure when it comes. 

I'm glad you're experimenting with nipple play, it's definitely rewarding!  And semen retention will reward you as well, so well-done on your choice there.  It's funny that I was wishing to get back to the place of feeling strange alien pleasure after a session (like you had) and my last session definitely got me there, my prostate was incredibly sore and I had aftershocks of pleasure for a day afterward.  Just delicious, and all I can say is Hallelujah with a prayer of Thanks! 

@faith-manages Appreciate your reply and feedback, thank you!!