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Hello all. I started out here a few years ago using the aneros and didn't really contribute all that much as, well, who the hell was I (and indeed am I!) to talk!? Things have certainly progressed since then on many levels and i intend to write another post, abstract of much detail other than my own anecdotal experiences, on the elusive whole body orgasms I've experienced and their subsequent effect on my life and my attempts to integrate them into my reality in some sort of useful way. Internet forums are such incredible places, especially when as respectful as this, because of the sharers, the contributors and the teachers - so i understand how important it is to return, update and add information to the whole from whence one gleaned that initial spark of knowledge, whether it be an extraordinarily long guide, a mere sentence in a throw away post or something somewhere inbetween. Anyway, this post is about something much more recent, and after starting it on some other forums which just didn't seem 'right' it struck me that this was the place to return to for advice - the place where it all started!

So ... I have been unwittingly playing with what I understand now (could be wrong but I'm quite certain) is my Kundalini. It all began when, after major leg surgery involving many months in a spatial frame which I used to literally separate and adjust my broken bones through various angles, I withdrew from strong opiate drugs which had entirely obliterated my sex drive. Prior to this I had played for a couple of years with a couple of aneros models before adding a little MJ into the mix and experiencing whole body orgasms - both with and without the MJ. I know it's a contentious issue, but the fact I was spending time alone with something stuck up my ass meant adding a little MJ to the mix was relatively small fry. Once I'd 'got there' with MJ I remembered it, as well as how to get there again without it. So it worked. But back to the main story, as my sex drive came back online after many months dormant, I was almost overcome by the strength of my drive. In the weeks that followed my withdrawal, I began to play with just identifying with the feeling of orgasm - memories of both the fierce ejaculatory orgasms I was feeling and the whole body orgasms I'd achieved in the past. I didn't want a religion (and still don't) so the only practice I did was moving the energy from the base of my spine up into my head (feels like I'm flinging a wave of lovely energy into the back of my eyelids) and down my front to my stomach.

Feeling my own way with this I've gotten to a point where I can almost full body orgasm sitting comfortably in an arm chair without any stimulation - there is a certain place to go to somewhere between the effort of identifying with the 'feeling' of orgasm and the 'letting go' which becomes easier the more I practice and ends in euphoric waves of pure bliss. It takes some effort but also some relinquishing of control - a balance - and when i reach it - somewhere between getting on board to make it happen and letting it go to let it happen, the energy creeps up out of nowhere and before I know it, rushes and takes over me in waves of euphoria.

So things are good right? Well, yes and no. I've noticed that leading up to and directly following these experiences I'm extremely creative - i think of things I'm fairly certain I wouldn't have done before and alternative solutions come to mind with relative ease. But ...

A couple of hours after awaking this morning, I felt an extreme pressure in my sternum. It radiated from my front to my back around that spot and I felt I was going to explode for a good 10 minutes. I had an idea it might be something to do with what I've been up to lately so I braved it out but it was touch and go if I should ask for some help for a short while. Needless to say, it passed. Also however, my prostate was absolutely throbbing and still is now... And I seem to have developed both some tinnitus, and some jaw hinge pain on my left side. The trade off for the excitement of the energy I'm dealing with right here within me is worth it but what I want to know is ... Are these pains normal, a sign to stop or something altogether unrelated? Does anyone have any words of wisdom here??


   
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@AnerosBilly. No words of wisdom. I seem to be at the same stage where you are. Having reached that point where energy flows up my spine and the fine balance of control and letting go. But i have very similar experience after long aneros sessions. Mostly the day after i suffer from a headache which i am sure relates to this energy you are talking about. So hopefully someone else has words of wisdom on this.


   
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Shame there doesn't seem to be a lot of people on here these days - there must be another community other than KSMO dealing with this stuff but many of them bring different religious ideologies to the mix, which, whilst certainly useful, misses the point for me - they're different vehicles for the same ideas and I'm looking to skip the middle man ...

There is certainly a gap between equal control and surrender where the magic happens. I find one way to get really close to it easily and reliably is to identify with the feeling I get (just me, perhaps not others) when somebody has made me feel really sexually 'special' or worthy without any shame or embarrassment - with no conditions - when someone has centred on one of my kinks without judgement and I've been able to relax into something usually forbidden without a care in the world. When I really resonate that feeling during a session at the point of equal control and surrender, it pushes me right over the edge and energy literally surges through me. My own belief is it's do with self love - exploration of the deepest recesses of my being - the culturally unacceptable, the dark and shunned aspects, the neglected eroticism in me - with unconditional self love and ownership of those parts. I sobered from a psychedelic mushroom trip a few years ago with the words 'there's nothing more exhilarating than being your true self' repeating over and over in my head and I believe this is a big part of these full body orgasms and kundalini awakening - loving every aspect of yourself unconditionally in that moment and exalting yourself worthy enough to feel this incredible loving energy.


   
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Shame there doesn't seem to be a lot of people on here these days - there must be another community other than KSMO dealing with this stuff but many of them bring different religious ideologies to the mix, which, whilst certainly useful, misses the point for me - they're different vehicles for the same ideas and I'm looking to skip the middle man ...

There are people on here, but I think they perhaps are not as advanced as you are in the journey.

For example, I can't relate to anything you've written about. So... cannot meaningfully reply, hence the illusion of no one about.

I do wonder about the very advanced aneros users - they must have all left or something?

Is KSMO worth it?
It's been suggested to me in the past but I never thought / believed that it would help.


   
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Well I'm not sure and perhaps somebody can chime in here on whether there's more to it than the key sound. I live in a semi detached house with 3 young kids next door and 1 of my own on my side. It's just not feasible for me to be belting out the key sound lol. I hear you can say it in your head tho...


   
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... I seem to have developed both some tinnitus, and some jaw hinge pain on my left side. The trade off for the excitement of the energy I'm dealing with right here within me is worth it but what I want to know is ... Are these pains normal, a sign to stop or something altogether unrelated? Does anyone have any words of wisdom here??

I strongly doubt your tinnitus is related to Aneros use or even kundalini energy manipulation, it is more likely a sign of aging effects and/or inner ear nerve damage. I suffered from tinnitus years before even beginning my Aneros journey and have noticed a gradual increase in its intensity over the years, I don't see any correlation to Aneros use. I'm just speculating here but the jaw hinge pain may just be a transitory anomaly, perhaps you slept on it awkwardly or are experiencing some subconscious muscle tightening due to energy flow. I think minor body aches and pains are pretty normal as we experience minor, unnoticed, body traumas nearly every day. I don't think this is anything to be concerned about unless it becomes a regular occurrence and/or intensifies post Anerosessions.

My intuition suggests that your years of Aneros use, practice and mental focus directing internal body energy has also increased your awareness and sensitivity to what is happening within your body such that sensations which would normally be ignored or overlooked now become more noticable. In other words, you've rewired your body to be a more finely attuned organism.

With regard to the KSMO protocol, I believe there is much more to be learned about the effects of sound vibration on the human body. Discussions on that forum have even gone so far as to theorize that KSMO is related to string theory and possible quantum theory effects on the mitochondria of our DNA. There are still a great many mysteries regarding the maintenance and functioning of life. Religions have been the traditional vehicle for trying to explain these mysteries but I try to avoid such discussions because of the entanglements they usually invoke. The KSMO protocol works for some and not for others, whether this is a placebo effect or not we may never know.
Good Vibes to You !


   
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My intuition suggests that your years of Aneros use, practice and mental focus directing internal body energy has also increased your awareness and sensitivity to what is happening within your body such that sensations which would normally be ignored or overlooked now become more noticable. In other words, you've rewired your body to be a more finely attuned organism.

Hi Rumel thanks for taking the time to reply and yes, this seems very plausible. Most of the things I am feeling are the same feelings I have had taking psychedelics but at the lower end of sensation. One of those effects is 'feeling myself from the inside out'. So this makes sense. I often wondered why magic mushrooms and LSD brought on such deep and profound erotic experiences interspersed with the magic of the cosmos (revisiting an old conversation but being the other person looking at myself, living the life of a shroom, or an ant or bee ((hive mind)), speaking with aliens etc) but now I'm starting to think it's the other way round - the psyches brought on the sexual energy which opened up the magic...

Buena Ondas!


   
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Hi Rumel thanks for taking the time to reply and yes, this seems very plausible. Most of the things I am feeling are the same feelings I have had taking psychedelics but at the lower end of sensation. One of those effects is 'feeling myself from the inside out'. So this makes sense. I often wondered why magic mushrooms and LSD brought on such deep and profound erotic experiences interspersed with the magic of the cosmos (revisiting an old conversation but being the other person looking at myself, living the life of a shroom, or an ant or bee ((hive mind)), speaking with aliens etc) but now I'm starting to think it's the other way round - the psyches brought on the sexual energy which opened up the magic...

Buena Ondas!

When I first experienced super-O's, I also identified with the similarities between the orgasm and psychedelic sensations. It was the only other "out of this world" experience I could identify with being similar.


   
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@AnerosBilly I remember when I first "discovered" binaural beats, I listened to a track to stimulate the Kundalini. I didn't like it. I don't remember the details, but I didn't like the feeling. So I avoid any semblance of it now. Just something to consider....


   
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